Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

[shueaddict]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

Fly, how about you ? How are YOU feeling? What's been on your mind lately ????

so sorry to hear about Juja's brother

[shueaddict]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

Roller - day 2 IS an achievment, don't knock it !!! What's your plan for the AF weekend?

Mby - your husband is the genuine article. Be strong and stay AF for yourself first, but also for him. Support like his is rare.

[FlyAway]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

shueaddict;1162336 wrote: Fly, how about you ? How are YOU feeling? What's been on your mind lately ????

so sorry to hear about Juja's brother

Oh I'm fine, alcohol-wise. I'm kind of down health-wise though. I get recurrent headaches and go to a neurologist regularly. The headaches have been pretty much non-stop now for a couple weeks and I can't get in to see the doctor until the end of the month. His office staff has me furious. I've missed several days at work this week and last week. I can't keep going like this.

[stallone]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

Enough -

I am new to this forum, and began reading this thread, thinking from the title that this was your Day 1! Then I got to the bottom of the page and saw 65 pages on the thread, and started looking at the dates for the first time!

Just curious, how has it gone for you this last month? I am setting out on the same journey as you, Day 4 now, so I'd like to pick your brain to know what is in store for me, but also to support you if I can.

Keep on keeping on!

[Juja]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

FlyAway;1162366 wrote: Oh I'm fine, alcohol-wise. I'm kind of down health-wise though. I get recurrent headaches and go to a neurologist regularly. The headaches have been pretty much non-stop now for a couple weeks and I can't get in to see the doctor until the end of the month. His office staff has me furious. I've missed several days at work this week and last week. I can't keep going like this.

Do you have migraines, Fly? Regardless of what type it is, any ongoing headache will sap one's energy pretty quickly, and get you down-n-n-n. Been there, and it was more than annoying. I'm sorry, and hope you can get to the bottom of this.:l

[FlyAway]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

Juja;1162407 wrote: Do you have migraines, Fly? Regardless of what type it is, any ongoing headache will sap one's energy pretty quickly, and get you down-n-n-n. Been there, and it was more than annoying. I'm sorry, and hope you can get to the bottom of this.:l

I have migraines, I have tension headaches, I think I have every kind of headache known to man. I have degenerative disc disease in my neck. I've been to massage therapists, chiropractors, physical therapists, and surgeons. Right now I'm seeing a neurologist who gives me injections of Myobloc (like botox) into my neck and scalp and shoulders. It helps quite a bit with the headaches. The last time I saw him he said to come back in 6 weeks. I went out to make an appointment and the woman behind the desk told me she was too busy to make me an appointment then. She told me to call another day. So when I called back they told me that he was booked up until 12 weeks out! I told her the doctor wanted to see me in 6 weeks. She said too bad, 12 weeks was as soon as I could get in. I said that it makes no sense that he'd want to see me in 6 weeks if he knew I couldn't get in for 12. She again said too bad, 12 weeks or nothing. So I'm about 10 weeks in now and have a headache nearly every day. On the days I make it to work, I'm practically blind by the end of the day. I get very light sensitive and can barely keep my eyes open. Not good. My husband is furious at the office and I guess thought he could get further with them than I have. He just called me up in a rage and told me what he said to them and what they said back and guess what? I've still got to wait the 12 weeks. He's so pissed.

[FlyAway]

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And I just wanted to add that there aren't any other neurologists near me who give the Myobloc injections. I was seeing a different neuro last year, and she ran out of ways to treat me. It takes several months to get in to see a new doctor and then several months of testing before you really begin treatment. Plus I like this doctor. It's his office staff I can't stand. His daughter is the main receptionist and I wish I had a voodoo doll of her to poke needles in. I will never walk out of that office again without an appointment.

[Turnagain]

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Howdy Nestmates from beautiful BIG Sky Country...

It is sunny, warm and gorgeous where we are in Montana. This wedding is turning out to be almost like a family reunion as well. Great to see everyone, but I gotta tell you, these folks can sure suck down copious amounts of alcohol. Geez...just think, if I were participating, they'd need even more booze!

It's quite interesting to be amongst the sober in this type of gathering. Not passing judgement on anyone, just observing. People get pretty silly in the name of having 'fun' while buzzed. I'm fairly certain I use to do that too...{sigh.} I would be joining in, if I had not already decided:

I will not drink...NO MATTER WHAT!

I have been trying to go back thru the posts to see what I've missed, but this is the slooooooowest internet connection in the west. As such, I'm limited to what I see on this page.

Brydie...I'm sure thinking about you. You've been on my right shoulder cooing resolve and strength into my heart. My thoughts are with you and your husband now...

Lav....you are on my left shoulder keeping me looking forward to yet another incredible day of new health and hope.

Fly - you are kicking it! I'm sorry about your headaches. I went through 9 months of misdiagnosis about my debilitating 'headaches' (even had to do not one, but TWO, Barium enemas!) Turns out my migraines were caused by a hormonal imbalance. I found a great holistic health practitioner who has taken care of most of my bodily ailments. She looks for the cause of the problem and doesn't just treat the symptom. I hope you can find what it is that is causing you to hurt.

I am looking forward to catching up with all of you nest mates next week. Welcome Roller! You can do this....

[scottish lass]

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Well, coming to the end of a grueling week - Oh my, lots of drama, lots of things happening!
I am sad to say that my August goal has changed - I no longer can hope for an AF month, yes I succumbed! My goal is now to have abetter month than ever before - my record so far is 22 AF days in a month, and I will beat that.
i do have to say that I am very proud of myself - on my slip days I only drank 2 glasses of wine - one was out for the night, and i said no to more - the other two were at home when I opened a bottle and DID NOT FINISH IT EITHER NIGHT! Woohoo! I hadn't poured it out either, I limited myself and stuck to it!
I am aiming for a 30 day period still, but maybe it will be Sept??
I am proud of the achievements that I am making, I feel closer to my ultimate goal every time, I am obviously taking the long route.
Well done again to everyoone who has been posting this week, lots and lots of success in spite of lots of obstacle - physical and psychological ones!

[Today]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

Friday, sigh. And this one I have off cause I earned it (compressed work hours) and now I don't know what to do with myself. I woke up at 8am feeling pretty good, I'm almost getting used to no hangover now (okay not really, but it is nice) and now its noon and I haven't gotten myself sorted out. I am in bit of a shame pit, spiral, wasteland keep thinking about past bad behaviors.

I am going out with co-workers this evening and am worried about few things. I am ashamed of my inability to deal with AL and don't want to be too open with them. They know I never turn down a drink and tonight I will.. they also know I miss more work than them, seem foggier, have tougher mornings. Will they question me about my behaviors? What will I say? Rationally I know they are good people who support me and would like to know me better but that is part of the problem.. I'm not huge fan of myself right now. Normally if I was nervous before night out I would drink in the morning, plan for nap to sober up and then head out to start again... haven't done that but still have the second part at dinner to get through.

I have been wearing my work out clothes for over an hour now because I've heard that can motivate you to actually work out (supposedly its hard to sit on couch all geared up). Luckily I have you wonderful people to vent to! Normally I try to edit a bit more but now I'm just going for it so I get it out so I apologize if I'm rambling.

I am going to get up right now and go work out, I do have a wii that luckily connects me online if I need some further motivation... has anyone worked out while here on MWO?? I am also going to remember that I've done 3 loads of laundry and the dishes, and called AA and found out there is conference going on this weekend. I've done okay!

And Fly, so sorry about your headaches and the doctors office. Glad to hear you're doing well AL-wise though. Its so nice that in midst of your own pains you help us through ours.

Thanks everyone (again) for just being out there and really knowing what a struggle a certain day/hour/minute can be

[Enough!]

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Hello everyone! Back to work today and working late but wanted to spend a few min catching up. Today was AF and a little jittery this morning and sleep not 100 %- but nothing at all like last time- thankfully. I learned that it is easy to fall backwards fast no matter how long you have without ( three plus weeks for me).

SL. Be careful. I was good with 2 glasses for 3 or 4 days and felt so good that I was in control. I let my guard down and bam... 4 glasses then more the next day and a full hangover.

Fly... You are amazing. Tell those headaches to get lost!

Mby... Your husband is soooo sweet. You are lucky. Give him a big kiss.

Shue... Great job sticking with the soda.

Today... Exercise is great. If you feel unsure. Cancel with your co-workers. Tell them you are taking medication rigt now- they can't argue with that. No worries YOU are in control.

Enough!
Xoxo

[Enough!]

Conquoring day 1!!! Who's beating this with me?

stallone;1162398 wrote: Enough -

I am new to this forum, and began reading this thread, thinking from the title that this was your Day 1! Then I got to the bottom of the page and saw 65 pages on the thread, and started looking at the dates for the first time!

Just curious, how has it gone for you this last month? I am setting out on the same journey as you, Day 4 now,Keep on keeping on!

Stallone. Yes we have filled many pages in the past month. Sorry for the false advertising
First... Congrats on day 4. The first couple were the toughest for me and pretty much everyone else here. I made it about 26 days then slipped slowly while I was on vacation. I was scared that would happen and it did. This was my first real attempt to go without alcohol in 15 years so not too bad. Big time trigger is being with people who are drinking. Having a open bottle around ( too easy to sneak ) Also going out for dinner or cooking dinner. Advice- limit your triggers get rid of the booze around he house and stock up on non alc bev. Mine is club soda and cranberry. Nice and cold and fizzy.

:welcome: Stay close to the thread and post as much as you need to. Ask for help when a craving sets in. Someone is around to walk you off the ledge.

Best of luck!
Enough!

[Enough!]

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Made it through Friday alcohol free and today brings the challange of an all day BBQ and party. Everyone will be drinking. My friends know I am not drinking right now but it will still be difficult. I planned ahead and am bringing a supply of cranberry and club sodas along with my husbands Coronas.

I hope everyone has a great day. I will post later on today.

Enough!

[noxy]

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Morning all... sorry my postings are few and far between but holidays for the children mean just that !!! I dont get a lot of free time ! I have just had a call from a very dear friend .. her 9 year old son was killed in a car accident last night whilst travelling home with his Aunt and cousin from a game farm... my heart is broken ... she was not really able to say much as you can imagine >>> just that the other driver was on their side of the road ??? On a lighter note .. I am glad to see that you are keeping our thread going ... and going .. enough >>> so glad you started this !! Thanks ! Fly >>> I think that little miss needs to be brought down a peg or two.. try to think of a way ! Hey Shue>>> You are stronger than ever ... keep it up friend !!! To everybody else new and old here I am sending peace and love and wishing you all a blessed Sunday ... hold you children tight !!! :l:l :h:h from noxy

[Enough!]

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Nox. I am so sorry to hear about your friends son. My younger son is 9. I don't know quite what to say. Stay strong for her.

Where is everyone else? I hope ok???

I did have some wine at the BBQ yesterday but stayed sober. Had a fun day even though was fighting with hubby about all the same stuff. Will definately be an alcohol free Sunday and hopefully week.

Enough!