The gates have been opened to my new life AF! It feels bloody fantastic! :H
I am growing mentally and spiritually day by day. To have a clear head I can handle a situation better be it good or bad. I am a calmer person. Still have my days and still think about AL I do not think I would be normal if I did not think about it. But I think how bad it use to make me feel. I was sinking into this black hole I use to picture it as a old well I would try to start climbing out of it only to sink back even deeper and deeper, I was dronwing and I DID NOT KNOW how to save myself. But 48 days ago I woke up hungover as per usual and I knew AL had even started to send me crazy in my brain I just felt it. It was like little fingers scrating at my grey matter. I knew I had to fight for my life then.... it was a moment I do not know what you call it.... just a moment. MY LIFE I have back!! I fought the DEMON OF me. I know he is still there but I have a BIG SWORD!!!!!!! :H
I LOVE ME AND I DID NOT WANT TO DROWN IN THAT WELL SO HERE I AM I DO NOT POUR POISON DOWN MY TEMPLE ANYMORE!! :h
I am growing mentally and spiritually day by day. To have a clear head I can handle a situation better be it good or bad. I am a calmer person. Still have my days and still think about AL I do not think I would be normal if I did not think about it. But I think how bad it use to make me feel. I was sinking into this black hole I use to picture it as a old well I would try to start climbing out of it only to sink back even deeper and deeper, I was dronwing and I DID NOT KNOW how to save myself. But 48 days ago I woke up hungover as per usual and I knew AL had even started to send me crazy in my brain I just felt it. It was like little fingers scrating at my grey matter. I knew I had to fight for my life then.... it was a moment I do not know what you call it.... just a moment. MY LIFE I have back!! I fought the DEMON OF me. I know he is still there but I have a BIG SWORD!!!!!!! :H
I LOVE ME AND I DID NOT WANT TO DROWN IN THAT WELL SO HERE I AM I DO NOT POUR POISON DOWN MY TEMPLE ANYMORE!! :h
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