Sixty days without poring wine down my throat. Sixty days without all the hideous emotions that go with it. I do not know what is the most hideous of the two, POISON or the EMOTIONS that goes with the whole package. All I know is ALcoholism is a disease and it is progressive! We think it can get better but it only gets nastier and nastier!
So I am looking to my 90 DAYS and so on. I know in my mind, body and soul that I cannot drink AL normally. So I choose not to take the first drink because I know with all my being that first drink will not be my last. AND I DO NOT WANT to go back to day one ever ever again! It got so bad when I was drinking that the only way out I often thought about ending it all and that is not what I am about! I LOVE LIFE and living! AL tried to take everything away from me. So I had to start fighting for my life and really thats what it was fighting the beast. It is a addiction and progressive it is dangerous stuff!
SO here I am everyone 60 days in my new found FREEDOM! and that what is really feels like is I have found FREEDOM! BUt once again my HUGE, BIG sword is still by my side!
Thank YOU for all your support I could not of beat this monster by myself. Glad to know there are a lot of swords out there! :l
I DO NOT AND WILL NOT POUR BOTLLES OF WINE OR ANY OTHER FORM OF AL DOWN MY THROAT ANYMORE! :h
So I am looking to my 90 DAYS and so on. I know in my mind, body and soul that I cannot drink AL normally. So I choose not to take the first drink because I know with all my being that first drink will not be my last. AND I DO NOT WANT to go back to day one ever ever again! It got so bad when I was drinking that the only way out I often thought about ending it all and that is not what I am about! I LOVE LIFE and living! AL tried to take everything away from me. So I had to start fighting for my life and really thats what it was fighting the beast. It is a addiction and progressive it is dangerous stuff!
SO here I am everyone 60 days in my new found FREEDOM! and that what is really feels like is I have found FREEDOM! BUt once again my HUGE, BIG sword is still by my side!
Thank YOU for all your support I could not of beat this monster by myself. Glad to know there are a lot of swords out there! :l
I DO NOT AND WILL NOT POUR BOTLLES OF WINE OR ANY OTHER FORM OF AL DOWN MY THROAT ANYMORE! :h
Well done and congrats !!!
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