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    I dreamt that I drank!

    I was listening to a hypnotherapy CD and fell asleep. I dreamt that I got into a computer program that my husband has been working on and accidentally clicked on some things that I shouldn't have. In the dream I realized I was drunk. I was having a hard time focusing my eyes on the computer screen as I was feverishly trying to fix the changes I had made to his program. I had a million thoughts going through my head as to how I could cover up my mistake and hide how I was drunk. Then the shock that I drank struck me and I was filled with self loathing. I was so disappointed in myself. I kept thinking, I can't believe I drank! I made it so long. I can't believe it! Then I tried to remember what sparked my drinking. How did it start? What did I drink? Everything was so fuzzy. Was it beer? No, I couldn't remember drinking beer. Vodka? No, not vodka. Wine? Couldn't remember drinking that either. Then I thought, am I asleep? YEP! Woke right up and let me tell you I was so incredibly relieved! :H

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    I dreamt that I drank!

    Hey Fly,

    Totally normal. I had them too....and what a relief! You will be going through many different things while detoxing, so don't worry, just know that is what it is.
    I've woken up pissed off at myself from drinking dreams, then laughed my butt off....:H:H
    THOUGHTS become THINGS
    choose the GOOD
    ones!

    AF since 5/22/11 :boxer: Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.............

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      #3
      I dreamt that I drank!

      Wow....I had a dream that I drank last night too! I was in the bathtub taking a "relax" bath and I had wine that I was hiding between the shower curtains and then I felt guilty for drinking and I kept thinking about what I was going to write on MWO and thinking about how I could get the AL out of my system. It freaked me out! Then to be honest, I had the hardest time not drinking today. It's No. 14 for me and I REALLY struggled. I guess this is normal.....I'm relieved to know I'm not the only one.

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        #4
        I dreamt that I drank!

        Had smoking dreams alternating with drinking dreams for a while because my quits were so close together - freaky
        AF since 03/26/09
        NF since 05/19/09
        Success comes one day at a time :thumbs:

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          #5
          I dreamt that I drank!

          WineSucks;1157218 wrote: Wow....I had a dream that I drank last night too! I was in the bathtub taking a "relax" bath and I had wine that I was hiding between the shower curtains and then I felt guilty for drinking and I kept thinking about what I was going to write on MWO and thinking about how I could get the AL out of my system. It freaked me out! Then to be honest, I had the hardest time not drinking today. It's No. 14 for me and I REALLY struggled. I guess this is normal.....I'm relieved to know I'm not the only one.
          You dreamt about what you were going to tell us? :H How funny! Sorry that you're struggling, but you've got half a month in! You rock!

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            #6
            I dreamt that I drank!

            Fly - you crack me up! I'm sitting here LMAO and my husband is like "what's so funny"....I know it was pretty silly but hey it was a dream!

            You rock too!!!!

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