i dont know if anyone has been to rehab but i have 3 times i need help and ive been through the different avenues and channels and feel like singing u2's(bono)"i still havent found what im looking for",to alot of people in the forum we share the same addiction but mine goes deeper than most theres not much any rehab could do for me my problem is more phsycological(and no im not a nutter:H )only on times fri-mon im just a part timer lol my problem stems from infidelity(not on my side though)letting people walk over me and over trusting pure snakes that has led me to my position where i am now a comfort drinker today is my months milestone sobz in rehab your in a safe location a safe enviroment and have councelling day or night theres always someone at hand 24-7 but when you leave rehab you go back down the road again its a true fact that most goninto rehab they go a long time sobz then back on the wagon again as this help is no longer given you might be lucky and get a cpn in my region theres 1 in a 50 mile radius you see him once a month if your lucky as stated in some post earlier on throughout the different threads they are as much use as tits to a bull if you pardon my language.we need each other and i have found some hope on this forum and proud to be shareing views oppinions etc etc god bless yous all
ps another wee problem niggleing at me is when you get married in your marriage vows is as in illness and in health!!!!!!alcoholism is an illness so how can people(husband, wives,he-shes or whatever floats your boat)seperate with there partners because of an illness! thanks for listening as your posts back is the highlight of my day just now as the clouds are on the horizon pease post back:thanks: mitch the highland haggis hunter
pps.ive still not lost my sense of humour though
ps another wee problem niggleing at me is when you get married in your marriage vows is as in illness and in health!!!!!!alcoholism is an illness so how can people(husband, wives,he-shes or whatever floats your boat)seperate with there partners because of an illness! thanks for listening as your posts back is the highlight of my day just now as the clouds are on the horizon pease post back:thanks: mitch the highland haggis hunter
pps.ive still not lost my sense of humour though
:thanks: people for the rapid response as for spending money i am a spendaholic i work offshore in the oil industry so money is quite easy come easy go and the more you have the more you spend...over the last 4 weeks ive been into town maybe 8 times on usual visits(i travel by train)80 miles there and drink alcohol on the train so instead of buying drink i treat myself with the ?100 i used to spend on alcohol to buy me something nice as a reward but still get grief over that but......hey am not bovvvered its better than pissing up against a wall and youve something to show for it yes shopping therapy you cannot beat it theres a sense of joy coming home sober and something to show for your money so if anyones reading this post try it for yourselves and post back to see if it gives you pleasure like myself.i find it hard to save money if something happened to me my partner and children are well catered for so thats not a problem i put alot of money into shares and pensions at an early age.ive seen banners and flags saying jesus saves....if this is true what bank is he with lol(just joking)on a serious note though try this shopping therapy on every milestone it gives me aboost hope it does for yous keep up the great comms yous make me so happy.. the haggis is sure a funny charachter 2 short legs on the left hand side and two long legs on the right hand side this is so that he or she(not in season yet)can accomadate the highland hillsideby running from left to right on the steep hillside but if your as crafty as me you round the up and chase them right to left this causes the longer legs to be on the upperside of the hill unbalancing the poor haggis and toppling them down and catching them no bother we then tag them to find out more about this strange critter its habitat and surroundings lol:H this forum relly does work keep up the good work folks!!!!mitch hi-land heather hopper
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