I'm so bored with the cycle, the swearing off, the falling back. Bored with the fog-brain and crazy energy of The Day After. Bored with the mental chatter, a mix of guilt, remorse, embarrassment, a littlebitofcrazy... bleah.
I'm here because it helps to hear you. I'm here because it will help keep my focused on pulling myself out of this nosedive.
I plan to check in daily.
I plan to religiously take my supplements.
I plan to exercise and meditate.
I plan to not drink any more.
Thank you for being here.
M
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