No ramifications, I didn't drink much, but I can't pretend that that makes it okay. If I let myself think "Well, you drank and nothing happened" that's as much as giving myself license to drink again. And again, until something awful does happen.
I know it gets easier, but in the interim, I need to be constantly vigilant against opportunities to drink. What this weekend proved is that I can't be alone in a house full of liquor. The "You can get away with it" feeling is still too strong for me to combat via willpower alone. The simple solution is to make sure I'm not alone where there is AL, and that's easy enough to do.
Not going to get down on myself, simply going to pick back up where I left off.
Another Day 1 AF, which beats the hell out of Day 2 drinking.
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