Well this is the second time around that I have been here and I really want to be AF for good this time. About just over a year ago I managed 3 months sober and I felt great, then I had a few problems but I still managed to stay sober so I thought well I have gone through all that and did not hit the bottle so I should be able to just have a few drinks when I feel like it and I wont let it all get out of control like last time.......Well I have had enough of feeling like crap and looking like crap plus I love my family too much to put them through it all again, as it has now got to that stage where enough is enough.
This is my second day of being AF, like they say "One day at a time" and if it comes to it I will take it one hour at a time if I need to as I am going to beat this. I want my old life back again where I can wake up smilling and enjoy the time with my family, it would be nice to have my friends look up to me again instead of running away from me. Last time I was here I had so much support from everyone on this site and it would be nice if anyone here could help me through this.
Thank you
Ronnie xxxx :l
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