To be healthy and to know that I'm not significantly increasing the risk of my breast cancer (or any other cancer for that matter) returning
To regain self-respect
To be a better person, less self-centred
To be at peace with myself
To sleep better
To learn something from this mess that I can use to help others in some way
To let my children feel proud of me
To never see my husband searching for hidden bottles again or the worry etched on his face
To lose weight
To feel clear-headed
To live for the moment and feel joy for life itself
To be a stronger person, able to deal with life's challenges without the need to 'take the edge of things'
To live a more spiritual life
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