An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

[Guitarista]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

FreeFly;1246823 wrote: I'm sorry! I've let the side down yet again. Loads to say but can't say it. I feel like the rotten egg who just can't get it together.

Nope. You haven't let anyone here down. Have you let yourself down? Well, only you can answer that. For me, We have to do this for ourselves. Do this for you Freefly.

All good here, but just letting you know i'm away on holiday for a short time. Back soon.

Take it easy everyone.

[FreeFly]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Thanks AV & BH G, yes I let myself down :upset: but going to make myself proud again. Have a great holiday.

[Juja]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Bad girl

Dearest FF> Well, you're not alone. I succumbed last night. Yep, anger, frustration and wine in the house. I knew it was a mistake to agree to make "the best lasagna in the world" for my family this coming weekend. I actually forgot about the little bottles for awhile, and then had to add some to the sauce, and voila--drinking JJ. I'm okay with it, tho. I have more AF days in Jan than AL ones. Onward and upward--for all of us.
I sincerely hope your finance and health problems will be okay. Keep us informed as to progress so we don't have to worry about you, okay?

AV> I hope all is well. Missed WW last night due to cooking. I'd love to lose 8-10 lbs, but I'm stuck. Followed WW for a week, plus no AL, and no loss! Will still work on it.

BH, CW, G>Good morning, my friends.

The grumpiness is losing its hold on me. Mom was great yesterday, and very appreciative of my help. Made my day--- until siblings called about the weekend. GRRR. Anyway, cleaning the rest of the house today, and then some time for me. I always feel better when my nest is in order.

Anyone else losing the grumps? :l

[FreeFly]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Thanks Juja :h Let's give it another go x

[Clockwatcher]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

you live to fight another day, thats all...give it the good fight today and if today isn't your day well thats what tomorrow is made for...you guys are great, good resolve....we all stumble but we don't stay sitting on
are arse saying we're whipped...feel good about yourselves because you're back fighting...good luck today

[Clockwatcher]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

I tell myself these cliche's to help me get through the day...I hope they help you too

[FreeFly]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Bless you Clock. Your words help me and make me smile As for you - hats off! I hope you're feeling real good about yourself x

[available]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

day one again. not beating myself up just back on the wagon.

frustrated !

[available]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

well juj looks like it is ff, you and i back to day one and like you said more af days than before i started on this site have to be happy with that but would be happier with none.

[broken halo]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Hi everyone.

G, hope you have a great holiday, you deserve it.

FF Juja, Av, good to see you recognising the positives and helping each other out on day 1. Good luck to all of you, with you all the way :l

clock, I think you and I are on a similar amount of days, and I get the sense from you that like me, you are plodding one day after another. I keep setting myself targets, whether it be the next hour, day or weekend. The horrors I felt during the shakes etc are my main motivation and I keep thinking, that's not right, I should have a better plan than this etc. But it's what's keeping me sober right now, and I guess that's what really matters. I am just trying to cross each bridge as it comes.

Juja, glad your mum was okay, hope the family dinner at the weekend goes well.

Night night my friends, have a great Thursday. :h

[Juja]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

broken halo;1247432 wrote: Hi everyone.

I keep setting myself targets, whether it be the next hour, day or weekend. The horrors I felt during the shakes etc are my main motivation and I keep thinking, that's not right, I should have a better plan than this etc. But it's what's keeping me sober right now, and I guess that's what really matters. I am just trying to cross each bridge as it comes.

:h

BH,

Do whatever it takes. You're certainly focused, and that's excellent. Stay on your path.:l

No AL tonight. Crossed my mind once and then it was gone. I guess the non-drinking habit has somewhat of a hold on me. Hoping for a strong weekend.

Nighters to all my friends.:h

[Juja]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Good morning, all things bright and beautiful! (Throwing up yet?:H)

Woke up early, so decided I may as well get up. Better than lying in bed thinking negative thoughts. Why do I do that?????????????

Bit of housewifery today, off to town later for a manicure, and then a history seminar tonight. I hope I don't turn into a pumpking being out after dark.

Have a good one, my peeps.:l

[available]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

pumpkin me, they dont drink do they? nearly 11pm here. weekend after tomorrow. Hope all is well

[FreeFly]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Hello dear friends.

Just wanted to thank you all for being there for me. Can't tell you how much you're helping me

:l:l to you all xx

[available]

An older drunk back on day one. Who's with me?

Friday and the weekend begins. planning on AF days but just seems so hard on the weekend.

Do you have to get a script for antabuse?

I hope everyone stays strong and focused. I have a busy weekend with my niece and daughter but its the nights that are the hardest. I may have to finally drag my exercise ball out which i have been procrastinating about forever and use it or take the dogs for a walk. Now thats an idea.