It seems that along the way - cohorts form of people who make the first 30 days AF together. And they stay together over time - as support and friends. It also seems like the most successful at being AF or Modding - have bonded with people who started around the same time.
So - those of you somewhere in the first 30 days- if you are interested, I'd love to have you all along for this ride so we can cheer each other on, help keep each other motivated, and be here when one of us is tempted to give in to the booze brain.
I don't want to fail at this. I don't want to keep living like I did before. I don't want people to hate calling me after 8:30 because they don't know if this is where I'm two glasses in or a whole bottle down. I don't want to check the call log in the morning wondering who I talked to and praying I don't owe someone an apology and I don't even know it. I don't want to get up at 4:30 and delete FB postings I made after 11:30 because I'm hoping everyone was in bed when I was that stupid.
I don't want to lose words I should know in a sentence. I don't want to lose friends. I don't want to wake up in the living room on the chaise with my clothes on, TV going and a head ache with my alarm going off. I don't want to keep getting sick because my labs show all my B-vitamins so low that I am terribly anemic and who knows what else.
So - if you are out there - and you are willing to come along for the ride, I would love to have you. I don't care if it's day one - again - or you are Day 29. But I would love to do this together.
Are you in?
So - those of you somewhere in the first 30 days- if you are interested, I'd love to have you all along for this ride so we can cheer each other on, help keep each other motivated, and be here when one of us is tempted to give in to the booze brain.
I don't want to fail at this. I don't want to keep living like I did before. I don't want people to hate calling me after 8:30 because they don't know if this is where I'm two glasses in or a whole bottle down. I don't want to check the call log in the morning wondering who I talked to and praying I don't owe someone an apology and I don't even know it. I don't want to get up at 4:30 and delete FB postings I made after 11:30 because I'm hoping everyone was in bed when I was that stupid.
I don't want to lose words I should know in a sentence. I don't want to lose friends. I don't want to wake up in the living room on the chaise with my clothes on, TV going and a head ache with my alarm going off. I don't want to keep getting sick because my labs show all my B-vitamins so low that I am terribly anemic and who knows what else.
So - if you are out there - and you are willing to come along for the ride, I would love to have you. I don't care if it's day one - again - or you are Day 29. But I would love to do this together.
Are you in?
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