Well I think my marriage is not going to survive this latest bout.
To make a long story short a few months ago someone contacted me that DH was cheating he denied it and so I have been drinking more and more and when I do I bring it all up again. Now he said he has been hearing things about me which is very untrue. We got in a huge fight last night and this morning and I told him that I know we have to work on our marriage bc he says he doesn't trust me now and came clean about sneaking alcohol and told him I needed his help and he said I can only want to help myself first. I told him I wanted to know that he would be on my side and he said he has always been on my side. Usually after a fight with him I would go right away and buy alcohol but this is the first time that I think my marriage might be over. I can't quit crying
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