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    How to loose your control

    I am ok - I,ll try 1 or 2 - I don't need here or support.
    Nobody understands me or how hard it is.
    People are always blaming me-nothing has changed.
    Nobody else is trying,things are not happening fast enough.
    Whats the point ?
    Maybe if i have one ,no one will know.
    CHANGE IN FEELINGS
    Angry,irritable,restless,agitated over small things,
    Frustrated;why are things not going my way,
    Why me ?self pity,argumentative,isolated,lonely,fear.

    CHANGE IN BEHAVIOUR
    Making excuses,telling lies,old drinking buddies, going
    into pubs,banging things,not talking,shouting,old behaviour,
    Making demands,not listening,missing logging on here, and also
    appointments,breaking promises.doing nothing,acting on the thinking-whats the point.

    All this will lead you back to where you have come from = drinking.


    :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

    Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
    I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

    This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

    #2
    How to loose your control

    Wonderful post mario and rings so very true. Thanks for sharing xxx
    "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

    AF 10th May 2010
    NF 12th May 2010

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      #3
      How to loose your control

      Thanks Mario- that's exactly how I feel tonight! Everyone on my case, no one understands how hard this is etc. Thanks for putting it in perspective!
      45 days AF 24/11/11 - Jan 2012.
      New day 1- 9 January !
      Back again 27 May 2012 - day 1

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        #4
        How to loose your control

        Mario, thanks for that! That is some scary stuff. Great reminder to stay committed.
        "When you have faults, do not fear to abandon them." Analects of Confucius
        AF 11/12/11

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          #5
          How to loose your control

          Great post Mario, thank you xx
          :dancin: enguin:
          starting over

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            #6
            How to loose your control

            :]

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