I just feel like a big peice of crap for getting so wasted and making it harder on my family. I'm feeling some major guilt, and the hangover isn't helping.
I think after my DUI earlier this year and now my mom passing away, who had a problem with booze for a number of years, it is really damn time to stop doing this. I know that's what she would want.
I guess I just had to get that off my chest in a place where people would understand. I'm sure not going to be able to deal with the estate etc. if I get blackout drunk 24/7.
Thanks for the vent.
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