No and we are not talking about Playschool, but rather the infamous white bear from the good old Bundy Rum...down here in Australia.
Since I am new here I have a few hopefully simple questions that persons would reply to forthwith.
Until about 3 years ago I was a very rare drinker......by rare you could count the times on one hand you would partake in a year.
Now however things are a little different.....
Im feeling that the point is being reached if you dont pull out now, then you will not be out at all...
Of course in good old Aussie culture the ability to "put it away" or "hold one's drink" are somewhat admired practices, and the industry I work for is rather well known for excessive consumption as such, and the debaucherous parties that occur regularly forthwith.
Anyways......I can now consume a large bottle (750ml) of the strong stuff with ease, before that pleasent feeling comes on of warmth and normality.
I can also drink non stop for a whole day without too many dramas and keep the appearance of sobriety up when the better half puts in an appearance.
After two bottles or more of the toxic juice-50% proof,750ml,blackouts for some hours will occur,memory failure ra ra ra...
Allways at parties and there is a coot of a mate with a digital camera who delights in posting pictures on the internet of what your mind forgot....
A constant feeling of bleakness and despair when one is not drinking...
The urge to drink first thing upon waking.
Some of this is related to the fact that I do constantly changing shift work all over the dog's bollocks so any normal sleep patterns are well and truely wasted now,even without the drink.
So in that short and sweet summary how far down the path am I until reaching the homeless and beggered stage that you see some local inhabitants who frequent the laneways,bus stops and parks,paper bags in hand about the suburb?
Thank you for any replies.
Have a nice day.
Since I am new here I have a few hopefully simple questions that persons would reply to forthwith.
Until about 3 years ago I was a very rare drinker......by rare you could count the times on one hand you would partake in a year.
Now however things are a little different.....
Im feeling that the point is being reached if you dont pull out now, then you will not be out at all...
Of course in good old Aussie culture the ability to "put it away" or "hold one's drink" are somewhat admired practices, and the industry I work for is rather well known for excessive consumption as such, and the debaucherous parties that occur regularly forthwith.
Anyways......I can now consume a large bottle (750ml) of the strong stuff with ease, before that pleasent feeling comes on of warmth and normality.
I can also drink non stop for a whole day without too many dramas and keep the appearance of sobriety up when the better half puts in an appearance.
After two bottles or more of the toxic juice-50% proof,750ml,blackouts for some hours will occur,memory failure ra ra ra...
Allways at parties and there is a coot of a mate with a digital camera who delights in posting pictures on the internet of what your mind forgot....
A constant feeling of bleakness and despair when one is not drinking...
The urge to drink first thing upon waking.
Some of this is related to the fact that I do constantly changing shift work all over the dog's bollocks so any normal sleep patterns are well and truely wasted now,even without the drink.
So in that short and sweet summary how far down the path am I until reaching the homeless and beggered stage that you see some local inhabitants who frequent the laneways,bus stops and parks,paper bags in hand about the suburb?
Thank you for any replies.
Have a nice day.
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