My problem is, I hate it. I hate trying to control something that for me is uncontrollable. Its like trying to keep a tiger on a leash. The self loathing is no better than when I'd drink a bottle or more of wine every night. The only time I feel good about myself are during my abstinent days. I want drinking out of my life, but another part of me wants to hang on for dear life.
I have never stated a commitment to be abstinent for any period of time for fear of failing. I am ready now to make the commitment to not drink. I want to be accountable and want to post about this everyday. What is the best thread for me to do this? I don't want to create my own. Thanks for the support upfront
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