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    #61
    What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

    Hiya I wanna be a bitch too, I hate the fact that today I could lick wine off the floor hate it hate it hate it....I will not give in!!!! alcohol GET OUT MY BRAIN!!!!!!!!
    Stella

    Back to the beginning day 02 Jan 2013

    Grateful for MWO :thanks:

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      #62
      What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

      Welcome my bitches!
      Doncha hate that shit! The days when you could choke a bitch out just to make someone understand WTF we are feeling!

      Thank God we don't have to feel it for long.
      Day 1 again 11/5/19
      Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
      Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
      Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
      11/27/19: messed up but back on track
      12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

      One day at a time.

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        #63
        What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

        I HAAAATTTEEE my sugar cravings!!!!!!!!!!!
        Stella

        Back to the beginning day 02 Jan 2013

        Grateful for MWO :thanks:

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          #64
          What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

          Yo bitches - just stopping by to say I hate my sugar cravings too! I've been doing some vegie juice drinks, and that's helping a lot Stella! Cravings are a BIG bitch!

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            #65
            What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

            BIITTCHHESSS!

            Good morning! I'm feeling bitchy this morning. Don't let my "happy" mood indicator fool you. Deep down bitchiness is a brewin'. But this too shall pass, eh? As long as I can manage not to cuss out my boss, the Mayor, any City Council members or non-suspecting customers, I should be ok.

            Day 31 and that may have somthing to do with the Bitch factor. I hate being on day 31 after all these years. BUT, I suppose it's better than not having ANY days at all. According to my 2011 calendar, "this week" last year I was drinkin' like a fish, daily. I'm glad I can compare and note my progress, but dayummm, I'm tired of this. I refuse to start over. I'm not sure I have another quit in me, so this is IT!

            So my bitches, everyone stay strong and stick with the fight. I will be check back in later to see how you are!

            K9 the Bitch

            :h
            :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

            Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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              #66
              What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

              God damn that bitch who gets in my ahead around 6pm every night to play mind games with me. F*** off! 6.40 and riding it out. You're boring me bitch now go hassle someone else and leave me the f*** alone ('cept I wouldn't wish this on anyone else!)
              You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life? Rumi

              :lilangel:

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                #67
                What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                Nursie;1249329 wrote: I HATE that I want to drink right now. I hate football. I hate that my brother slippe after 3 weeks sober and rationalized drinking at home and it makes me want to drink even more. I hate that alcohol has ruined everything good in my life and I still want to drink.

                Dear Alcohol,
                I fucking hate you. You ruined my mother. You ruined my childhood. You annihilated my innocence. Once I was out of the house, you made me choose alcoholic men so you could still be close to me. You made me be a mother to my own mother. You made me think for years I could help these alcoholics in my life who drained the breath from me. And once I was safely away from those relationships, that's when you really dug your claws into me. I didn't even realize what an insidious fucking snake you are, that when I was finally free from being a victim of other people's alcoholism, you had taken me and my brother for yourself. You turned us into the very thing we hate and despise and I can't find you to wrap my hands around your neck and strangle the life out of you like you have done to my family. You laugh while we do all of those things we despised in our parents growing up. You delight when we wreck our cars, get arrested, lose the respect of our friends, co-workers, families and children. It turns you on when we crave you just by thinking about you, or looking at you.

                I got two words. Fuck You! (Alcohol)
                It stops here. You cannot steal my joy, or my kids childhood. The cycle ends.
                Don't let the door hit you in the ass.

                No love,
                Me
                Shit! Did I write this! This is/was my life too!

                Amen Nursie, Amen!

                LL
                The hardest arithmetic to master is that which enables us to count our blessings.

                *Don't look where you fall, look why you slipped*

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                  #68
                  What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                  Hello Bitches!

                  I hate that on top of everything else that bitch AL made me fat!! All the foods I fought off trying not to gain weight and then I welcomed the fattest bitch of all into my life!!

                  Okay, so I'm with UW - I've been juicing and it's helping - but I have a good 20 lbs of AL weight to go. Bitch!

                  K9 - I remember someone once telling me they knew they had another drink in them but didn't know if they had another quit in them...kind of a sobering thought.

                  Hope all you wonderful bitches have a fantastic AF day!

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                    #69
                    What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                    mylife;1251218 wrote:
                    I hate that on top of everything else that bitch AL made me fat!! :H :H
                    Mylife - I SOOO hate that. Fat AL bitch bitch!
                    You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life? Rumi

                    :lilangel:

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                      #70
                      What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                      Hallo bitchettes!!
                      I hate that AL make me look like an ass in front of my teenage boys and pushed my husband away from me.
                      I hate it that every night someone says, Mom, have you been drinking?? Don't lie to me Mom....
                      AND I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD A DROP
                      now, ain't THAT a bitch???
                      I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                      Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                        #71
                        What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                        mama bear;1251270 wrote: Hallo bitchettes!!
                        I hate that AL make me look like an ass in front of my teenage boys and pushed my husband away from me.
                        I hate it that every night someone says, Mom, have you been drinking?? Don't lie to me Mom....
                        AND I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD A DROP
                        now, ain't THAT a bitch???
                        You are so right Mamabear! That SUCKS! Don't worry - they will stop asking eventually. :l

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                          #72
                          What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                          I HATE that a week from tomorrow I could drink if I stop Antabuse today. I hate that it even crosses my mind.
                          :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                          Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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                            #73
                            What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                            Who the hell wants to drink a week from now? I wanted to drink so bad today I started convincing myself...then I rode it out, realized they are just feelings, not commands. It's ok to have cravings, it's not ok to drink. It's ok to be mad, it's not ok to hit people in the mouth haha.

                            I wonder... If I could drink in a week if I wool follow through of change my resolve 10 times and therefore continue taking my Antabuse. I should really get some of that stuff.

                            Yeah bitches
                            Day 1 again 11/5/19
                            Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
                            Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
                            Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
                            11/27/19: messed up but back on track
                            12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

                            One day at a time.

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                              #74
                              What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                              Nursie what u say is so true about fucking af, it has lost me a lot of life and no way is the bitch going to take me down any further than she has. The bitch seems to know when to take over in the day and talk me into having a drink with her. She is not being fair in getting into my brain, i fucking hate her (and my mother always said not to hate anyone as it is such a harsh word)
                              I am feeling like a bitch today, tired, angry and ready to rip
                              AF free 1st December 2013 - 1st December 2022 - 9 years of freedom

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                                #75
                                What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                                GREAT thread, allowing me to see a new perspective on alcohol! I HATE it yet here I sit with my bitch vodka, I waste money on this bitch daily, feel like crap in the morning, well not morning as I wake up in the afternoon (bitch!), hard to concentrate on school, been sniffed out 4, yes FOUR times and wanted the ground to open up and swallow me whole, and yes I am getting a big mid section from this bitch and my lack of activity; used to be so skinny . The bitch made me spend a horrible night in a nasty detox center, left her for 3 days amazingly, then we became besties again! Too much $$$ spent, too much embarrasment, too many lost opportunities.....I wish I could break this bottle over my head and knock some damn sense into my dumb ass.......wtf has become of me? wtf am I thinking? I agree - F U ya bitch!

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