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    #46
    What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

    I HATE that I want to drink right now. I hate football. I hate that my brother slippe after 3 weeks sober and rationalized drinking at home and it makes me want to drink even more. I hate that alcohol has ruined everything good in my life and I still want to drink.

    Dear Alcohol,
    I fucking hate you. You ruined my mother. You ruined my childhood. You annihilated my innocence. Once I was out of the house, you made me choose alcoholic men so you could still be close to me. You made me be a mother to my own mother. You made me think for years I could help these alcoholics in my life who drained the breath from me. And once I was safely away from those relationships, that's when you really dug your claws into me. I didn't even realize what an insidious fucking snake you are, that when I was finally free from being a victim of other people's alcoholism, you had taken me and my brother for yourself. You turned us into the very thing we hate and despise and I can't find you to wrap my hands around your neck and strangle the life out of you like you have done to my family. You laugh while we do all of those things we despised in our parents growing up. You delight when we wreck our cars, get arrested, lose the respect of our friends, co-workers, families and children. It turns you on when we crave you just by thinking about you, or looking at you.

    I got two words. FUCK YOU.
    It stops here. You cannot steal my joy, or my kids childhood. The cycle ends.
    Don't let the door hit you in the ass.

    No love,
    Me
    Day 1 again 11/5/19
    Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
    Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
    Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
    11/27/19: messed up but back on track
    12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

    One day at a time.

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      #47
      What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

      Rockin post Nursie
      You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life? Rumi

      :lilangel:

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        #48
        What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

        Fantastic post Nursie love it
        Stella

        Back to the beginning day 02 Jan 2013

        Grateful for MWO :thanks:

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          #49
          What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

          Nursie;1249329 wrote: I HATE that I want to drink right now. I hate football. I hate that my brother slippe after 3 weeks sober and rationalized drinking at home and it makes me want to drink even more. I hate that alcohol has ruined everything good in my life and I still want to drink.

          Dear Alcohol,
          I fucking hate you. You ruined my mother. You ruined my childhood. You annihilated my innocence. Once I was out of the house, you made me choose alcoholic men so you could still be close to me. You made me be a mother to my own mother. You made me think for years I could help these alcoholics in my life who drained the breath from me. And once I was safely away from those relationships, that's when you really dug your claws into me. I didn't even realize what an insidious fucking snake you are, that when I was finally free from being a victim of other people's alcoholism, you had taken me and my brother for yourself. You turned us into the very thing we hate and despise and I can't find you to wrap my hands around your neck and strangle the life out of you like you have done to my family. You laugh while we do all of those things we despised in our parents growing up. You delight when we wreck our cars, get arrested, lose the respect of our friends, co-workers, families and children. It turns you on when we crave you just by thinking about you, or looking at you.

          I got two words. FUCK YOU.
          It stops here. You cannot steal my joy, or my kids childhood. The cycle ends.
          Don't let the door hit you in the ass.

          No love,
          Me
          Uhhhhmmm, this thread, is chock full of

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            #50
            What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

            Nursie - I agree - that post Rocks. I couldn't have said it better myself. I'm glad we're getting mad and fighting back! :l

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              #51
              What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

              Love the letter Nursie - I did the same thing and keep mine with me. It is a great help when I am triggered to reach for a drink. I can relate to so many things on this thread it cracks me up. At least I know I am not alone! Thanks for all the comments....great thread!

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                #52
                What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                Right fuckin on Nursie - get pissed and get sober! That's the only way to win with AL.:lilheart:

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                  #53
                  What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                  I love you bitches.
                  Day 1 again 11/5/19
                  Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
                  Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
                  Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
                  11/27/19: messed up but back on track
                  12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

                  One day at a time.

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                    #54
                    What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                    I hate the fucking bitch that thought it would be funny to put scotch in my coke to try and tempt me to drink with them. I AM ON FUCKING ANTABUSE!!!!!!! I hate that I had to drive home with inflamed skin and a strong desire to kill.
                    I refuse to be labelled or ashamed. Through my struggles I am achieving self awareness and clarity.

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                      #55
                      What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                      I love this post!

                      Nursie;1249329 wrote: I HATE that I want to drink right now. I hate football. I hate that my brother slippe after 3 weeks sober and rationalized drinking at home and it makes me want to drink even more. I hate that alcohol has ruined everything good in my life and I still want to drink.

                      Dear Alcohol,
                      I fucking hate you. You ruined my mother. You ruined my childhood. You annihilated my innocence. Once I was out of the house, you made me choose alcoholic men so you could still be close to me. You made me be a mother to my own mother. You made me think for years I could help these alcoholics in my life who drained the breath from me. And once I was safely away from those relationships, that's when you really dug your claws into me. I didn't even realize what an insidious fucking snake you are, that when I was finally free from being a victim of other people's alcoholism, you had taken me and my brother for yourself. You turned us into the very thing we hate and despise and I can't find you to wrap my hands around your neck and strangle the life out of you like you have done to my family. You laugh while we do all of those things we despised in our parents growing up. You delight when we wreck our cars, get arrested, lose the respect of our friends, co-workers, families and children. It turns you on when we crave you just by thinking about you, or looking at you.

                      I got two words. FUCK YOU.
                      It stops here. You cannot steal my joy, or my kids childhood. The cycle ends.
                      Don't let the door hit you in the ass.

                      No love,
                      Me
                      Taking it ODAT

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                        #56
                        What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                        DAve! With friends like that you don't need enemies! What the hell! Bitch!
                        Mauri, get mad. Get mad at alcohol! Take back your power!
                        Day 1 again 11/5/19
                        Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
                        Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
                        Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
                        11/27/19: messed up but back on track
                        12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

                        One day at a time.

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                          #57
                          What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                          Good morning my bitches!! :h

                          I've missed you! I suck at posting over the weekend!! But I am still here and still freakin' mad at that bitch alcohol...so I'm at 28 days! 4 weeks ago today I let that BITCH take one more night from me, but since then I have taken my life back. F U Alcohol...you don't get any more of my money or time...I'm WAY too good for you!

                          Dave - That is horrible what happened! What a bitch! I hope you recovered quickly.

                          Nursie - LOVE your message to alcohol! You told that bitch where to go!

                          My reminder to myself is a letter my daughter wrote to me one night. I was out driving to the store (buzzed of course) and when I got home, she was sitting there with tears in her eyes and a letter in her hand. My heart broke right then and there. Fuck alcohol for doing that to my baby! That bitch better not come anywhere near us ever again!

                          Whew...feels good to unload first thing on a Monday morning. Stay strong bitches...we are in control and kickin' some ass!

                          :h
                          K9
                          :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                          Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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                            #58
                            What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                            Yo my bitches
                            I was thinking...
                            If alcohol were actually a person: a person that embarrassed me, took from me, made me do things I didn't want to do, attacked the ones I love, made me sick, ruined my reputation and my self esteem, led me to do things I never imagined myself capable, and taught me to rationalize that it was all part of being a grown up. If alcohol were actually a person, who tried to make me drink when I didn't want to, and tried to ruin every important event in my life.... I would think that bitch was crazy...that she needed to be in a rubber room somewhere, far away from me. I would never consider keeping her company again. If it were a person, I would never let her destroy my life and then say "ok, maybe you have changed, wanna hang out again? Oh but please don't ruin my life again, k?
                            No, that bitch would be handled, scared to return, and blacklisted from my friends and family and my life.
                            So now, on day 15, I'm treating the bitch like she deserves to be treated.
                            Be gone.
                            Just like a bad relationship, it may take me time to get over you, but I will never need you as much as you need me.
                            Day 1 again 11/5/19
                            Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
                            Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
                            Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
                            11/27/19: messed up but back on track
                            12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

                            One day at a time.

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                              #59
                              What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                              Hey hey bitches!

                              Nursie - Loved your comparison of AL to a person. We would not take that sh*t from ANYONE! A lying, conniving, thieving bitch is what alcohol is. And look how long we let this bitch into our lives, welcomed with open arms this bitch into our homes. Spent our last dime making sure we were stocked up on the bitch. Then when we'd wake in the morning and see what the bitch had done to us: physically abused us, made us do things we'd never dream of doing sober, poisoned us, gave us anxiety...had us convinced that all we could do was make it through the day so we could hang out with the bitch again? Now that's insanity! Good thing we are ON to the bitch and won't be letting that happen anymore. We're kicking this bitch to the curb once and for all!

                              Stay stong bitches!

                              K9

                              (Bitch count: 11)

                              p.s. This is a bitchin' thread!

                              (Updated bitch count: 13)
                              :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                              Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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                                #60
                                What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'

                                I wanna ba a bitch....
                                I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                                Live in the Solution....not the problem

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