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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
K9Lover;1251311 wrote: I HATE that a week from tomorrow I could drink if I stop Antabuse today. I hate that it even crosses my mind.I refuse to be labelled or ashamed. Through my struggles I am achieving self awareness and clarity.
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
mylife;1251218 wrote: Hello Bitches!
I hate that on top of everything else that bitch AL made me fat!! All the foods I fought off trying not to gain weight and then I welcomed the fattest bitch of all into my life!!
!Taking it ODAT
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
What I hate about being newly sober is wondering how long it will take me to crack this time, I have failed so many times I think I am just always waiting to fail
I WILL BE SOBER IF IT KILLS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Taking it ODAT
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Hi Mauri! and all
I can relate to the waiting for failure. I'm terrified of it because of all the failed attempts of the past.
I am one week AF today and very proud & scared. But for today, and today only I WILL NOT DRINK!
Last night was the toughest night so far because of a big blow up at work yesterday. I was crying on the way home and kept thinking "i REALLY need wine". but i went straight home and climbed on the treadmill and sweated out my anger and sadness. Afterwards i was still upset but no longer feeling i HAD to have a drink.
onwards and upwards and grateful today is Friday.AF/SF - November 23, 2014
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
I am going to read this thread when the cravings get real bad. The sneaky bitch always has some little intelligent point to make in her convincing way... like "why don't we only get together on weekend?" or "Just one with dinner.. just one" or "You don't have a problem..." What you people (can't bring myself to call you bitches) have done is expose all her lying ways.
I hate it when a friend literally pouts during an outing (4-wheeler ride in the bush) because you won't drink. She ruined it for herself but I had fun anyways... sober. Boy was she bitchy!!Tipplerette
I do this for my children, my grandchildren, my health, my peace of mind, and mostly for the opportunity to learn to live with my true, unfiltered, clear-headed, vulnerable self.
"If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading."
? Lao-Tzu
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
Dave - I hear ya on drinking too quickly on Antabuse, I've tried 3 days and I've tried 5 days, both times had a reaction (not ER caliber, but I felt so uncomfortable and wanted to crawl out of my skin!). This time when I was "rebelling" in my post I figured I'd just go for a whole week. LOL
Mauri - You are too funny with your description of the spare tire/boobs. Yeah, I've been there, and seem to be quickly headed BACK there...ugh! Time get this chubby bod back in motion!!
Girl1973- Sorry you're having trouble with that bitch Vodka. She's a effin pain in the ass! I know her cousin, beer, very well and I hate them both! All they do is lie to you and cause you pain. Let's get rid of these bitches and all their damn relatives, shall we? Stick by us Girl and let us help you, we hate this bitch so we'll help you get rid of her!
I hate that my bitch tells me "You can drink once every forty days or so...that's not bad!"...well 40 days is coming up next week for me and I'm gonna just punch this bitch in the mouth!!
Okay my bitches, have a great bitchin' day!:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.
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Mama -
Bud Light was my Bitch Of Choice too!
I wish I had turned all those cans in for money. I recycled them but let the City have the money...oh but wait, I work for the City, so by drinking all that beer I was guaranteeing my paycheck. Like the alcoholic reasoning on that one? LOL:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
I hate it that a friend has just Skyped me with a glass of red in her hand and now I want that bitch too! Aaaaarggghhhhhh!You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life? Rumi
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
Freefly -
Glad you liked the book...I still think about it sometimes!
As far as your friend Skype-ing you, I understand that it makes you want a glass of bitch too...but you know it wouldn't be "a" glass....just like I would never have "a" beer. 12 or 14 yes...just 1? hah!
Fast forward to giving in to the bitch and waking up tomorrow with a pounding head and hoping you didn't do anything you'll regret. Stay strong and forget the bitch, we're SO over her!:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.
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What I don't like about being newly sober...Rant then keep it movin'
Thanks K9. It is a real bitch that just seeing a glass of wine makes me want it, want it, want it. I hate Skype! My head's tripping me out right now. And of course it wouldn't be one, well one bottle probably. Forget the bitch. Forget the bitch!!!!You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life? Rumi
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