I have only been 5 days AF, but I finally decided that after many years of heavy drinking it was time to give this 13-year habit the heave-ho. I have built up so much tolerance to alcohol that I can drink 12 beers, or half a bottle of scotch, in the blink of an eye.
I have had some big wake-up calls recently about my drinking. I've can no longer deny the guilt I feel each morning I wake up with a hangover. Here are some of the biggest wake-up calls:
1) I often think about what its doing to my brain. We all know that alcohol kills brain cells. That can't be good.
2) My sister, whom I love dearly, is not talking to me because I drink too much.
3) I am worried about my liver, which alcohol reduces to a fatty mess and damages beyond repair. My Grandfather died of liver cancer.
4) Alcohol contains LOTS of calories and makes you put on weight. I have realised that, no matter how much I excersice, I will not get rid of the fat on my waist and chest unless I stop drinking all this alcohol.
I don't want to wake up "seedy and guilty" anymore.
Matt.
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