I used to visit here a few years ago and after some decidedly wonky wrong turns, I'm back in Soberworld!
Day 20 is drawing to a close, and it's really been a emotional rollercoaster so far! Overall going pretty well, but my biggest issue currently is with my relationship with my fiance.
Although he has been supportive outwardly, the last couple of weeks I've noticed him griping more and more, almost passive aggressively. I think he is frightened that i might try to get him to quit (he drinks at least one bottle of wine a day - I mean, that is the absolute minimum).
Also of course I have been more emotional than usual now that I'm not using alcohol to numb the pain, so being a sensitive little flower when he speaks harshly to me I just lose it :upset: which makes him more angry.
It's all very sad as when we are getting on well we are so happy. I wish I could call him on it (his passive-aggressiveness) but I don't want him to think I'm trying to be "superior"... I am sure when I feel slightly less wobbly I will be able to.
On the plus side... it's been so good checking back in here and reading all your posts, and you are making me laugh so much!
Hangin' on in there,
Gem
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