I am having a difficult time

[greeneyes]

I am having a difficult time

:goodjob: jennie!
:goodjob: scottish lass!

TY, nelz!

[Honeysoup]

I am having a difficult time

I am now in your shoes...I'm at work and this is my witching hour...I keep batteling in my head its ok no big deal...yes it is...no it isn't...URG! I hate this...I said I was going to pick up my DD then go to the gym...I even brought my gym bag...but my inner BEAST says that I'll be fine...why? I HATE THIS!!!!! I was so happy when I woke up this morning...

[merry]

I am having a difficult time

thanks scottish lass I know that is what I should do and will was hoping hubby would run out and drink it
okay day 13
Keep trying honey soup

[K9Lover]

I am having a difficult time

Honeysoup,

Remember: A craving never lasts as long as a hangover, and nobody ever woke up in the morning wishing they'd drank the night before.

You can do this!

[caithness]

I am having a difficult time

sober, but for what?

I am starting out the day sober, but now that my mind is clear, every thing seems so much worse than it did when I was drunk. I am trying to keep busy to take my mind off of my problems but it isn't helping. I have had my licence suspended and I am out in the country so I am stuck at home unless my husband agrees to take me some where, which he rarely does. I feel like I am going crazy. Everything I say makes him angry and I don't understand why. He never got caught drinking and driving but has done in the past. I got caught after one drink and now I am an embarrassment and a burden that he has to tolerate when I need to be driven to work and back. I can't sleep and I have no appetite. All I want to do is get drunk and curl up die. If it wasn't for my dog, I would have killed my-self a month ago.

[Honeysoup]

I am having a difficult time

QUOTE=K9Lover;1288231]Honeysoup,

Remember: A craving never lasts as long as a hangover, and nobody ever woke up in the morning wishing they'd drank the night before.

You can do this!
K9 - Thank you so much for your support...:thanks:
You had a really good point...lol...I made it through day 2 and I am SO happy I did. I joined a 90 day challenge at the gym to keep me preoccupied...if people ask why I am not drinking I am going to us that as an excuse..lol...
I drove straight past CVS and didn't take one look...picked up my DD...and headed straight for the gym...got home...ate...showered and grabbed a diet.

[Willow23]

I am having a difficult time

Hugs Caithness. I'm struggling too today but hoping for a better day tomorrow. That's horrid that your DH isn't more supportive, especially if he's driven while drunk before too. Is there anything around you at all? Any libraries, local groups, the gym? Any bus routes so you can have your independence back and not rely on your husband? I don't drive so I can understand that it's horrid having to ask for rides all the time - luckily my DH doesn't mind, plus I can get around on the bus/train a fair bit if further afield, or just walk into our local town.

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. Hope you feel better and take care x

[Honeysoup]

I am having a difficult time

caithness...nothing is worth taking your life over...you just need to take a look in the mirror tell yourself you are beautiful and amazing and people make mistakes...try taking your dog for a walk...go through a closet...look at your old books...clean out the fridge...take a shower...do your hair...put on some make up...paint your nails. Hang in there...you are worth it

[K9Lover]

I am having a difficult time

Caithness,
I'm sorry you're feeling so sad. Do you have anyone you can talk to for support? Please don't harm yourself, it really isn't the answer. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you. :l
K9

[merry]

I am having a difficult time

caithness,
we all feel for you I also am without car and out of town with no transport and really don't like not being able to get in the car and get out for the day
hopefully I get mine back this weekend (sons borrowed it )
I also have a husband who doesn't support me because if he did he would have to find another excuse to blame for our problems ( he has bi-polo)
I had a bad day yesterday but survived now I'm up to day 14 ( 2 weeks )
Hopefully I'll be able to be productive to-day hang in and thank you everyone for being here =thanks=