I've been drinking for the past... I don't know.. 12 years? And nowadays I feel like I dislike myself more and more, especially the next day after I drink.
Just last night (i.e 12hrs before this post) I was out partying with my friends, we had 2 bottles of vodka and yeah, I couldnt remember how I got home. I checked thru my mobile phone's msgs and I was like "did I send that?"
I hate this memory loss feeling. I want to quit.
I told myself I quit smoking, so I can quit drinking too. But this has proven to be a very tough hurdle to cross..
I need help
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