Hi all
after stopping drinking for a while iv found myself back in time,drinking everynight,hiding it,secret drinking,all of my old tricks.
And iv just realised iv not been on here since 2008.
I have a new son and a new job,this drinking has too end,come teatime and the drinking starts all of my good plans to do things stop and i wake up the next day thinking ill do the jobs iv put off tonight,but then come night ill have a drink and do nothing,days pass,weeks and months.
the time just goes and i never seem to get round to doing anything.
there is one reason.Alcohol.
this stops and my life begins.i remenber stopping before and the evening seem so much longer,i got things done and spent more quality time with friends and family.
i want this back so i thought id come back on here,not just for people to say,you can do it etc.
but more so i can write it,read it and make it real and sink in what i want.
after stopping drinking for a while iv found myself back in time,drinking everynight,hiding it,secret drinking,all of my old tricks.
And iv just realised iv not been on here since 2008.
I have a new son and a new job,this drinking has too end,come teatime and the drinking starts all of my good plans to do things stop and i wake up the next day thinking ill do the jobs iv put off tonight,but then come night ill have a drink and do nothing,days pass,weeks and months.
the time just goes and i never seem to get round to doing anything.
there is one reason.Alcohol.
this stops and my life begins.i remenber stopping before and the evening seem so much longer,i got things done and spent more quality time with friends and family.
i want this back so i thought id come back on here,not just for people to say,you can do it etc.
but more so i can write it,read it and make it real and sink in what i want.
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