Just wanted to say hi and briefly introduce myself.
I've been snooping around on this site as a visitor. Sometimes sober and shamefully sometimes with alcohol in my hand. I've taken the plunge to join as I need to get control of my drinking habits. Started off as the occasional drink but over the last 10 years I drink every day. My choice of poison a bottle of wine or vodka. I'm 31 now and whereas before my drink used to start at around 6pm, there have been days where I have woken up and not gone into work because I want to drink. Or days where I look & feel like absolute sh*t and can't face going into work. (Today is one of those days).
I'll sometime go through a phase where I do stop drinking but its never lasted more than a week. I can see myself on a down spiral. If I look back over the 10 years at a rough guess I have probably only had 4 months in total alcohol free. Every day I pray and read and do things to say I shall not drink. But it doesn't happen. I'm hoping that by reading threads on MWO and the advise I may be able to get myself out of this rut.
So much for the brief intro....thanks for reading.
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