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How is everyone? Well, I am 41 days AF. So feeling quite proud of myself. Which is a big deal for me as I don't say that often. I am finding it hard when it comes to social events though. As I am only in the early stages of recovery I thought it would be best to avoid high risk situations where I am likely to drink. For example, I was invited for a weekend away last week and I knew that it was going to involve going out at night, and everyone would be drinking. Sooo I decided not to go. I felt really angry/sad that I couldn't just go and be strong enough to resist it. But, in the past I have been sober for ages and then ruined it by attending a gathering or party. I wasn't strong enough then, so I don't know if it would be the same this time. I also was thinking about going to the Country Races which involves camping and Bonfires and loads of drinking. I found myself thinking "Oh it wont be fun if I am not drinking" I can't seem to shake that idea. Anyway sorry to ramble on just wondering if anyone has had similar experiences or has any suggestions.
angel77 xxxxxx
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