Hi all,
i'm a 27 year old Irish fella working and mainly drinking in the city of HK!
ive 100% had enough of it now after a number of events which have included getting on the wrong side of triads in a place called Wan Chai, for kicking a bathroom door in.. ended up with busted ribs and a cut eye.. my good friend who is quite innocent got dragged into it also and nearly never spoke with me again! I drank so much i was on a different planet!
another time i put myself in hospital for cooking while drunk and gave myself serious food poisoning, was in hospital for a week.. walked through kings cross in sydney pulled my trousers down in middle of the street and proceeded to walk through local biker gangs! who were very p*ssed off to say the least... yesterday i went for lunch and never bothered going back to work, i went straight to the pub and by 7pm couldnt stand straight due to downing so many jager bombs and told a friends girlfriend she is lovely and there is a party for two back at my place! then came back to my girlfriends place, fell asleep on the floor while drooling all over myself!
I can go days without drinking and can actually be ok some of the time its just when its BAD world war 3 breaks out and ruins all the good work ive done! but its definitely taking more of a hold, i used to be so fit, i'm now unfit, saw a pic of myself today, actually look much older than 27 so its all starting to take its toll on my body... today i picked up a cup and i though my whole body was gonna seize up on me! my gf took a video and pictures of the state of me last night.. best thing ever because normally i'd just have a black out and think "if i cant remember it it didnt happen!"
My mother had a very bad drink problem and was in and out of rehab, my grandfather dank a big bottle of whiskey each day until he fell of his seat mumbling about "life"
So i've saw in me what i've seen in both my grandfather and mother, drink has also ruined pretty much every relationship i've ever had with a girl...my last gf met me on hike because i decided thats what normal people do but she went on the hike to meet a "normal" guy who does hikes and is generally an altogether person and asked when she broke up with me was me going on a hike a big charade? because guys who are the hiking type aint like me going party every night, the poor girl nearly had a nervous breakdown dealing with me... my gf before that left australia in tears after being with each other for five years! got badly heartbroken another time because the girls mother didnt approve.. in fairness what mother would? i always justified it in my head saying i need to drink in my job as i run a company and need to take out clients etc and once the business was doing well who cares? but now i've noticed im going in later, im not as on top of things like i used to be... i know guys who were millionaires and lost everything over the years to drinking and fucking up their lives!
So i need to make sure I put a stop to this asap.. last night has really shocked me! ive always known in the back of my mind this day would come...
any advice is much appreciated... my whole life revolves around the pub so i better get some hobbies!
P
i'm a 27 year old Irish fella working and mainly drinking in the city of HK!
ive 100% had enough of it now after a number of events which have included getting on the wrong side of triads in a place called Wan Chai, for kicking a bathroom door in.. ended up with busted ribs and a cut eye.. my good friend who is quite innocent got dragged into it also and nearly never spoke with me again! I drank so much i was on a different planet!
another time i put myself in hospital for cooking while drunk and gave myself serious food poisoning, was in hospital for a week.. walked through kings cross in sydney pulled my trousers down in middle of the street and proceeded to walk through local biker gangs! who were very p*ssed off to say the least... yesterday i went for lunch and never bothered going back to work, i went straight to the pub and by 7pm couldnt stand straight due to downing so many jager bombs and told a friends girlfriend she is lovely and there is a party for two back at my place! then came back to my girlfriends place, fell asleep on the floor while drooling all over myself!
I can go days without drinking and can actually be ok some of the time its just when its BAD world war 3 breaks out and ruins all the good work ive done! but its definitely taking more of a hold, i used to be so fit, i'm now unfit, saw a pic of myself today, actually look much older than 27 so its all starting to take its toll on my body... today i picked up a cup and i though my whole body was gonna seize up on me! my gf took a video and pictures of the state of me last night.. best thing ever because normally i'd just have a black out and think "if i cant remember it it didnt happen!"
My mother had a very bad drink problem and was in and out of rehab, my grandfather dank a big bottle of whiskey each day until he fell of his seat mumbling about "life"
So i've saw in me what i've seen in both my grandfather and mother, drink has also ruined pretty much every relationship i've ever had with a girl...my last gf met me on hike because i decided thats what normal people do but she went on the hike to meet a "normal" guy who does hikes and is generally an altogether person and asked when she broke up with me was me going on a hike a big charade? because guys who are the hiking type aint like me going party every night, the poor girl nearly had a nervous breakdown dealing with me... my gf before that left australia in tears after being with each other for five years! got badly heartbroken another time because the girls mother didnt approve.. in fairness what mother would? i always justified it in my head saying i need to drink in my job as i run a company and need to take out clients etc and once the business was doing well who cares? but now i've noticed im going in later, im not as on top of things like i used to be... i know guys who were millionaires and lost everything over the years to drinking and fucking up their lives!
So i need to make sure I put a stop to this asap.. last night has really shocked me! ive always known in the back of my mind this day would come...
any advice is much appreciated... my whole life revolves around the pub so i better get some hobbies!
P
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