Well, I've been doing the everyday things AF day in and day out, and I am tired of it. I feel listless and frankly, bored. I am reading every good book that comes out on my Kindle, playing computer games, watching Netflix, drinking coffee, drinking soda, eating right, working, etc., but I still feel bereft.
No I don't want the anxiety, the hangovers, the bloated ugliness of daily drinking back. I want the excitement of AL back. I want what someone quoted, "AL is the aprodisiac of life". Without it, my life is seemingly endless years of boredom, dotted with occasional reconcilliation to my lot in life, and brief contentment.
I wish I had never experienced the highs of AL, so I didn't know how truly dull life can be sometimes!
LG
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