In my dream we were with our group of friends that we not only party with but are really close friends we do everything with. We were away and the first night I wasn't drinking and it was no big deal, as many know that I quit before. Well on to the scary part - it was soooo real - I woke up (in the dream) and everyone was looking at me weird and I was like "what??" and everyone was saying "don't you remember last night?" I didn't and swore up and down that I wasn't drinking. My husband said, ya you just opened a beer, then you started on vodka...my heart felt sooo heavy and I was struggling to remember. This woke me up and I was ever so grateful.
This dream - nightmare. Is exactly how my drinking escalated this past year. I was drinking to black out stage, sleep walking, sleep talking, having night terrors and generally feeling like crap.
Thank goodness I am on the right track and staying there this time. My life depends on it.
Thank you my virtual friends for helping me and I hope to help others on this journey.
Happy to be hangover free and clear headed on a Saturday - still a bit shook up from the nightmare, but better that than it being a reality.
:thanks:
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