Need to stop
Howdy Pauly!
Three weeks is great! :goodjob:
Don't worry, the way I see it, if you're waking at 3am whatever your doing is working cuz it (or he or she
) is SCARED of losing you so it's trying to mess with you! That little voice in my head, I called it the alcohol beast, would mess with me good cuz it knew all my weakness' and triggers! I would pray and meditate but sometimes would have to get mad and tell it to Piss off! It went away, for the most part, but sometimes the bastard visits. Not about alcohol anymore (Bac took care of that), but it'll use any other excuse or anxiety to mess with me. So now if I wake up and notice the clock at 3am I say, "you again, bastard!" :H
Don't mean to get spooky or freak anyone out, but that's what works for me!
Cheers!
Howdy Pauly!
Three weeks is great! :goodjob:
Don't worry, the way I see it, if you're waking at 3am whatever your doing is working cuz it (or he or she
) is SCARED of losing you so it's trying to mess with you! That little voice in my head, I called it the alcohol beast, would mess with me good cuz it knew all my weakness' and triggers! I would pray and meditate but sometimes would have to get mad and tell it to Piss off! It went away, for the most part, but sometimes the bastard visits. Not about alcohol anymore (Bac took care of that), but it'll use any other excuse or anxiety to mess with me. So now if I wake up and notice the clock at 3am I say, "you again, bastard!" :HDon't mean to get spooky or freak anyone out, but that's what works for me!
Cheers!
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