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    #76
    I won't drink today *because*

    I won't drink today because I want to me a good mom, wife and remember this amazing life I have. Bought a lock for the wine cellar today and sending my husband off with the key. Only 27 days to go!

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      #77
      I won't drink today *because*

      I won't drink today because it's Day 10. Day 10.

      It's my first Day 10 since I my stint that went to Day 35 I think...regardless - I'm not going to drink today.

      Sucky day as it has already been - I am not going to make tomorrow harder by waking up guilty, miserable and sad on top of stressed and upset.

      So - Beast? Here's mud in your eye. Piss off.
      That popping sound you hear is me attempting to remove my head from my arse. It's been there for years so this may take a while.
      Admitting I need healing. And I am not big enough to do this alone.
      AF - August 20, 2012

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        #78
        I won't drink today *because*

        I won't drink today because I hung in long enough for the Antabuse to come today - and just about when the AL lizard brain was going to win and steal my quit - I took the damn pill.

        I don't care how I beat the beast - I just care that I do. So today I won't drink because I can't. And that's enough for me today - while I learn new coping mechanisms and impulse control.
        That popping sound you hear is me attempting to remove my head from my arse. It's been there for years so this may take a while.
        Admitting I need healing. And I am not big enough to do this alone.
        AF - August 20, 2012

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          #79
          I won't drink today *because*

          .......because i did last night and so regret it! Damn!!! I thought I was winning....
          “The only courage you will ever need is the courage to live the life you want"

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            #80
            I won't drink today *because*

            I wont drink today as I know it will have a very bad outcome for and in my life.


            :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

            Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
            I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

            This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

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              #81
              I won't drink today *because*

              :H I won't drink today because as K-9 says - I TTDP. (Took the damn pill)

              Actually - I feel really good about it not drinking.

              I won't drink today besides TTDP - because I'm learning how to manage a life without AL - the extra time, how to cope with problems, and how to function.

              I like *myself* without AL. And I like every night that the SO calls before bed - that sense of surprise that he tries to hide - that I didn't let him down - again. I'm going to keep doing that. Not just for him - more importantly - for me.
              That popping sound you hear is me attempting to remove my head from my arse. It's been there for years so this may take a while.
              Admitting I need healing. And I am not big enough to do this alone.
              AF - August 20, 2012

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                #82
                I won't drink today *because*

                What a great thread! Two reasons, one serious and one selfish/silly for me:

                I will not drink today because it slows me down, and I have way too much Life to live.

                I will not drink today because there is a certain dress that I need to fit into, and AL is extra calories I do not need!

                :h
                "Feel the fear... move through it... do it anyway."
                Jillian Michaels

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                  #83
                  I won't drink today *because*

                  I will not drink today because... well mostly because it's 10pm here in Australia & I'm heading to bed after making my first landmark goal of 7 days AF a whole week without drinking, probably for the first time in about 15 years (I'm 31). It was not exactly fun, but also not as tough as I thought it would be. Given me confidence that I can manage another week, and not thinking ahead after that. Looking forward to the first Monday in... ooooh don't like to think how long... of going into work without a hangover! Goon night all and thanks to those who have supported me this first (and hopefully harders week), love from Rollergirl xxx
                  :alf:
                  AF Day 1 = 27-08-2012
                  Goal #1: 7 days (02-09-2012) :h
                  Goal #2: 30 days (26-09-2012)
                  Goal #3: 100 days (05-12-2012)
                  :baaah:

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                    #84
                    I won't drink today *because*

                    I will not drink today because not drinking is key to a better life - one I'm enjoying a lot more than the one I had when I was hung over, ridden by guilt and self-recrimination.
                    That popping sound you hear is me attempting to remove my head from my arse. It's been there for years so this may take a while.
                    Admitting I need healing. And I am not big enough to do this alone.
                    AF - August 20, 2012

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                      #85
                      I won't drink today *because*

                      I will not drink today because I need to prepare food for my children's school lunches for the week and I can't do that if I drink.

                      IG
                      Fall down 7 times. Get up 8.

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                        #86
                        I won't drink today *because*

                        I won't drink today because of the effect it would have on me tomorrow.
                        ~ The chief cause of failure is trading what you want most for what you want now ~
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                        Goal #1 - 7 days AF -

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                          #87
                          I won't drink today *because*

                          I won't drink today because I promised myself I wouldn't
                          Short term goal 7 days AF

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                            #88
                            I won't drink today *because*

                            I won't drink today because I don't want to.
                            new beginnings July 16, 2012

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                              #89
                              I won't drink today *because*

                              I won't drink today because I need that first day AF. Just one day to get me started.

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                                #90
                                I won't drink today *because*

                                Good luck Boots - I'm only on day three but day one is hard isn't it? Good luck though! x
                                Short term goal 7 days AF

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