My plan is to keep on keeping on.
What I am doing differently, this time, is using the Antabuse every day. In the past, I skipped days, to make my supply go further. Well, that didn't work, because once I skipped an extra day or two, then I started with the stinkin drinkin thoughts. No good!
I am also allowing myself to eat and drink what I want (except for AL). I have eaten A LOT of blue-frosted cookies (Byrdie!):love: Next week, I plan to go on a healthy eating plan (avoiding sugar and such) but this week, I have not been worried about that.
I am working my attitude of gratitude on a daily (or hourly) basis and trying not to let myself get too worried or upset about things. I spend a lot of time reading up on the freakin disease and feeling so happy about all my friends on this site who are doing so well and are in such better spots now. I admire you all!
I am just (in a nutshell) trying to be nice to myself.
I want to be free.
Thanks for asking!
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