Had a interesting meeting with my business advisor yesterday she asked me what would i want my life to be about and what would i wish to leave behind.. hard cracking question ?
What i want my life to be about is so far from how it is right now its not funny , i am a flat , tired middle aged lump of lard ass right now and one who cannot break the cycle of a `few ` cold ones after work , the thought of setting a goal of not drinking appeals the thought of waking fresh everyday to enjoy my life and children appeals the thought of reinventing my body and repairing it appeals BUT WHY THE F*&k CANT I BREAK THE BLOODY CYCLE !!!
I read blogs about people who have had 1 year off the sauce and how it has changed their life , something that really appeals . but i guess i need a small step or a big kick up the ass to get started
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