Hypersensitivity
Passing on something...
Why it can be so hard to break with a bad habit. In some people’s life there has been a lot of trauma. They got hit hard by life, and with every hit it’s like a new layer of scar tissue has been put around their soul. Around the part of them that is pure, loving and trusting. It’s a purely a defense system to keep this pure energy safe.
As time goes by and more trauma comes along the layer of scar tissue will become thicker and thicker. This person can feel disconnected. His/her physical body cannot communicate with the divine energy that is inside of them. They are operating as two now instead of one body. They can experience a deep feeling of loneliness, emptiness deep inside of them, almost like their homesick. This is because they are disconnected from their divine source. In panic they try to fill this empty space inside of them with everything that comes along, drugs, sex, words, or even more trauma because they feel that all that is hurting so bad inside of them will be gone for some moments if they experience an even greater hurt or destruction. However this is just a temporary illusion, the pain will not go away. At some moment there comes a time that you must start to treat the physical body with respect and loving, avoiding all the things that are bad for you, this in order to make it a safe place, a safe haven in order to try and convince your divine part to break out of the scar tissue that is surrounding it.
If you make your body a temple, you could very well convince the divine energy in you to expand and break through the layer of scar tissue and fill the whole body again. Of course the more scar tissue the more time and effort it takes to break through. This is where trust comes along. You simply have to trust and do what is best for you even when it all seems senseless, and when this has been done, the divine energy can flow freely again through all parts of your body, filling it with love, wholeness. The kind of wholeness you can only give yourself. If you are feeling this level of fullness inside, this completeness, lovingness, there is no longer a need to pump any negative energy inside your body anymore. There simply is no room. You can let all your bad and destructive habits go because if there is no longer a war going on inside of you, you don’t need any weapons.
:h:l:h
Passing on something...
Why it can be so hard to break with a bad habit. In some people’s life there has been a lot of trauma. They got hit hard by life, and with every hit it’s like a new layer of scar tissue has been put around their soul. Around the part of them that is pure, loving and trusting. It’s a purely a defense system to keep this pure energy safe.
As time goes by and more trauma comes along the layer of scar tissue will become thicker and thicker. This person can feel disconnected. His/her physical body cannot communicate with the divine energy that is inside of them. They are operating as two now instead of one body. They can experience a deep feeling of loneliness, emptiness deep inside of them, almost like their homesick. This is because they are disconnected from their divine source. In panic they try to fill this empty space inside of them with everything that comes along, drugs, sex, words, or even more trauma because they feel that all that is hurting so bad inside of them will be gone for some moments if they experience an even greater hurt or destruction. However this is just a temporary illusion, the pain will not go away. At some moment there comes a time that you must start to treat the physical body with respect and loving, avoiding all the things that are bad for you, this in order to make it a safe place, a safe haven in order to try and convince your divine part to break out of the scar tissue that is surrounding it.
If you make your body a temple, you could very well convince the divine energy in you to expand and break through the layer of scar tissue and fill the whole body again. Of course the more scar tissue the more time and effort it takes to break through. This is where trust comes along. You simply have to trust and do what is best for you even when it all seems senseless, and when this has been done, the divine energy can flow freely again through all parts of your body, filling it with love, wholeness. The kind of wholeness you can only give yourself. If you are feeling this level of fullness inside, this completeness, lovingness, there is no longer a need to pump any negative energy inside your body anymore. There simply is no room. You can let all your bad and destructive habits go because if there is no longer a war going on inside of you, you don’t need any weapons.
:h:l:h
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