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[achildatheart]

I joined today, and I really think that this is what I have been looking for! My story is long and sorted, but probably typical. Alcoholic, abusive parents (which I swore I would never be!) My dad died on my 13th bday from drinking.... teen years basic weekend binges, but no real thought to what was happening to me.....Until late teens-early 20s.... I started to question m habits a lot! Fortunately, I got pregnant and morning sickness took over any desire..... I did not drink again for close to 10 years... Occasionally, I would drink a beer, but reallly didn't like it.....Than a horrible divorce, out into the dating world after 14 years with one man...That is when it gradually started..Now I here I am... I have a tolerance of 9+drinks and I am isolating mself... I went through detox last year, and Iknow I physically felt better! It lasted 2 weeks when I gave into some deep desire for physical affection from an ex- whom (incidentally) helped get me started back drinking after my divorce. I kept on trying not to drink, went to AA regularly, and attributed my lack of willpower as little "slip-ups". AA is excellent support, and I learned alot. In fact, I would like to return! But I never could find a sponser to help me (believe me!!!I tried!!) and I found out that some things just aren't really talked about in AA. Anyways, I hope this is my final intervention of hope...it seems so real, from what I have seen.....Thanks already to all of you... Just reading your experiences are uplifting to me.... You will hear more from me for sure!

[Newyear]

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:welcome: Childatheart

Hope you stick around - read lots and post as much as you like. There is tons of support here. Hope you find what you need.
Lisa

[Beaches]

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Welcome Childatheart,

Welcome and thank you for sharing your story. Keep reading and posting you will find a lot of support here and many people who can relate to your story.

[julie001]

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Hi ChildatHeart,

I've been spending alot of time here reading thru all the posts every night. That's the time of the day that I would normally drink if I got to bored and restless. Reading posts help me shift my thoughts away from wanting a drink. Because of the stories and advice, I'm choosing NOT to drink less and less.

Everyone here has honest, inspirational stories to tell. It's a great place to be with people who completely get what it is you are feeling and going through.

Welcome!

Julie

[Popeye]

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achildatheart.....
Welcome!

[ScoobyDoo]

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Child at heart

I'm also new here and can relate to what you're talking about... especially the part "after the divorce"... Mine was 6 years ago and I consistently found the comfort of the bottle to escape the pain of it all... while knowing that it was really making me feel even worse and more depressed, day after day.

I've also been to AA which I really enjoyed. I was there for only 6 weeks where I abstained completely but then started finding that little voice telling me I could moderate.

I look forward to getting to know you, and I think you're right... if we stick with this forum (the drink tracker is a great reason to check in every day) we will get there. Fabulous support with total honesty here.

DooDoo

[Paddy]

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Welcome aboard this wonderful experience!

Stick around!

[Wattle]

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Welcome...

It's great to have you on board... slowly everyone will come and introduce themselves to you and you will find support and guidance here from wonderful people who know exactly what you are going through..

Cheers

Wattle

[Bella]

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hello childatheart, support is what you no doubt need and friendly inspirational people. You have come to the right place. I haven't been here very long either and i have found a real warmth from the MWOs, so jst be honest and read and post your thoughts, questions etc.. and there will always be someone who will be able to help. Good luck to you. B

[tea]

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Welcome childatheart, this really IS the place to be, look forward to seeing more posts from you.

Lorna

[Debh]

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HI Childatheart

Welcome, know where your coming from. Just read the posting and hang in there.

[goldie]

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Welcome childatheart, I'm a new member and the people here are so suportive.

[Guest]

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CAH,
I am new also...starting day 4 AF. Keep coming in here. You sound just like me. Went through a divorce too. Then lost my fiance' last April in a car accident. Depression kept getting worse and I kept making it worse trying to drown it away. You can do this!!!!

[Rocky]

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achildatheart

Welcome... lot's of support here! lost of understanding and help...

Read the book and posts and set about a plan....

Welcome

[meditation mama]

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CAH - glad you are here! I am also new to the MWO. I made the decision to get the supplements. I did a lot of research on and off this website. I really think they are on to something.. may want to consider. You can do this! Warm regards..