I've been monitoring the postings for quite some time but never managed to pluck up the courage to post one myself, keep trying to beat this thing on my own, cold turkey not happening of course. I downloaded the book November time last year and did real well at first with suppliments but not Kudzu. Then Christmas came and work pressures and family pressure and before you know it your up to two/three bottles of wine a night but still functioning - scary.
Thing is Friday night I really embarrassed myself with my children(21,18) and best friend but the next morning was worse when I was made to remember what happened and listen to the reaction of my daughters - I was so ashamed. I also have a very young son and just can't continue like this - so I've ordered the Kudzu and the tapes, lots of suppliments and am on day 3. My boyfriend has just been to share TESCOs own White Grape and Elderflower drink and I love him for it!
The best thing about this site is that I know now I am not on my own and that the world is full of wonderful people with the same struggle- I never knew about the chemical stuff - just thought it was me.
I know it will be a battle and I know I can't do moderation and I guess I know I'll slip along the way but fingers crossed I'll make it.
I don't expect a response from anyone it is just nice to finally get a tiny bit in text.
Ps Goldie I am very, very near you in the North East how small a world is that! I may never post again but I take comfort in knowing I am not alone
Sal
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