I'm not really even sure where to start, so I'll try and lay down what has brought me here.
For about the last 2/3 years or so I've drank every day. My usual routine is between 8 - 10 cans of Lager on a night. I regularly drink alone in my house to the point where I pass out. Weekends involve me going out and drinking. On an average night out I will split half a bottle of vodka with some one before heading out, then drinking more vodka and shots in wherever we go.
I've tried before to not drink and it's not worked. No matter how many soft drinks I have in the house I always end up going and picking up more beer. I often find myself drinking through sheer boredom.
This hasn't had an adverse effect on my life, i'm still successful in my job, but I honestly think I've come to a point where enjoying drinking has taken a side step to necessity.
I'm unsure where to go from here. I don't feel comfortable talking to my friends about this, nor could I talk to anyone at work. I suppose I'm scared of being seen in a negative way.
So, where do you go from here?
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