I started this year with wild and massive goals -to live the year differently than every other i have lived , i said to my self on jan 1st 2012 this year will be my year , a year where i flourish and achieve , where i get fit and be dynamic in my work, i did`nt want the year to be like all or many others simply a blur and a year of what ifs or a year of being crippled by anxiety , guilt and drinking to much
SO with just a few weeks left till 2013 how has my year been ? sadly like every other F*&kin year its been a year of what ifs ....... what if i actually didnt drink for the year like i said i would on jan 1st 2012 what would my year have been like ? pretty sure it would have been very different. its been a year of stopping and starting on the sauce and several new on the wagon dates none really starting or lasting
Its been a VERY stressfull year a year of guilt a year of being unfit and sadly a year of regret of what i have or havent done from drinking to much not all the time but most of the time
So will 2013 be my year of hope - i bloody hope so
How has your year been ? fruitfull ? hopefull ? or pissed
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