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    #1

    Hey Guys

    It's been 6 months of pure hell since my beautiful brother died in that car crash.
    I medicated off and on with Al, sometimes more than others.
    I am still reeling, and I still have so many unanswered questions. I feel like part of my body is missing and I cry all the time.

    But lately, not drinking. I overdid it last week and I remembered "Oh yeah, this is why I don't drink" through a fuzzy hangover.

    Now I just kind of appreciate that I don't have to drink.... just because my heart is slashed, I don't need to do any more damage. I like waking up sober. I like that the drinking dreams have returned because that mens it has been awhile since I had my last drink. I like not stopping at the liquor store.

    One less thing.

    I'm back and giving it a go sober.

    Hope everyone is doing well. I see a lot of new faces, and that's great! Let's kick some alcohol ass.
    Day 1 again 11/5/19
    Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
    Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
    Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
    11/27/19: messed up but back on track
    12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

    One day at a time.
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    #2
    Hey Guys

    hi nursie,so sorry about your brother,its really hard not to drink with a tragedy like that,glad you are back,yeah lets kick als ass!
    I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

    I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
    Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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      #3
      Hey Guys

      Hi Nursie,

      welcome back... I remember well when you posted about your brother and have wondered how you are

      Take care
      Patrice

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        #4
        Hey Guys

        Welcome back nursie. Good to hear you are on track again.
        AF since 6JUN2012

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          #5
          Hey Guys

          Nursie; often thought of you - so glad you're back!
          IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHAT YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN
          Relapse starts long before the drink is drunk!!.Fresh Start!

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            #6
            Hey Guys

            I'm glad to see you back here. :l

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              #7
              Hey Guys

              Hi Nursie,

              Glad to see you checking in again. I've never corresponded with you, altho I did see your posts, and wanted to give you my sincere sympathy at the loss of your brother.
              at least now your fog of sorrow is beginning to lift a little bit, so welcome back. Perhaps continuing to live your life fully, to feel the breeze upon your face, will be a good way to honor him. Hugs. FFp
              . "It is only with the heart that one can see clearly; that which is essential, is invisible to the eye.". Antoine de Saint-Exupery

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                #8
                Hey Guys

                Nurse I've missed you. :l

                Thought of you often and our struggle. You are VERY strong and handling this well IMO. Your brothers passing was extremely hard. I remember you posts.

                So glad you are back with us. :l
                :h
                On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
                *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
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                  #9
                  Hey Guys

                  Hi Nursie

                  Welcome back. We both were here last January on. Again I am sorry about your brother. I am back too just finishing day 11. We can do this!

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                    #10
                    Hey Guys

                    Great to see you Nursie!

                    Let's kick some ass indeed.

                    G-bloke. :l

                    'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

                    Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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                      #11
                      Hey Guys

                      Welcome back nursie.


                      :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

                      Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
                      I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

                      This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

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                        #12
                        Hey Guys

                        Ahhhh, so nice to see all my old friends.
                        I think it's day 6 for me.
                        Feeling good. Craving junk food like crazy. Low energy level but I haven't really bounced back from my brother's death though.
                        I am doing well at work, but it takes all my strength. So when I get home I literally sit and do homework and watch tv. (And drank)
                        My house is such a mess I don't even know where to start.
                        Oh! And I'm having a LOT of trouble sleeping!
                        I should get back on some supplements.
                        Day 1 again 11/5/19
                        Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
                        Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
                        Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
                        11/27/19: messed up but back on track
                        12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

                        One day at a time.

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                          #13
                          Hey Guys

                          Nursie - welcome back - you will be able to join right back in with those who are succeeding and those of us still struggling - good to see you were able to come back:l:l
                          “The only courage you will ever need is the courage to live the life you want"

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                            #14
                            Hey Guys

                            So I had a full week and week end alcohol free!
                            No cravings yet. I'm still pretty disgusted with how bad it got again. Especially since alcohol is what took by brother from me.
                            It's a strange phenomena really. How we seek what has hurt is the very most.
                            Anyway, happy Monday everyone!
                            Day 1 again 11/5/19
                            Goal 1: 7 days :heartbeat:
                            Goal 2: 14 days :happy2:
                            Goal 3: 21 days :happy2:
                            11/27/19: messed up but back on track
                            12/14/19: bad doozy but back on track

                            One day at a time.

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                              #15
                              Hey Guys

                              Hi Nursie, good to see you back Great job on your AF week. Don't waste time on beat up, hang on to the good thoughts. Hope sleep improves soon as it helps so much. Happy Monday to you too and enjoy your week :l
                              You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life? Rumi

                              :lilangel:

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