I've posted before but not managed to quit drinking.
Been drinking heavily for 10 plus years...mainly wine but sometimes spirits etc.
My doc knows of my problem. I went to address this in February this year. At the time the doc said its ok your liver can function quite happily at 30% capacity. I knew this was a stupid thing for her to say...they havent done anything except liver function tests...but I have had quite a few except over the past years all returned normal.
I have read that you can have normal LFTs but have significant liver damage.
Today, right now I am finally realising I might just have run out of time to address reversing any damage.
In August 2012 I asked my doctor to get me referred for an ultrasound scan so I could have at least some visual aspect of my liver and to ascertain if there were any obvious signs of changes like size, granulation or fatty liver...they denied me this saying with normal LFT's there was no need. I wanted to know so that I could place a marker in the ground which I could then know where in the stages of liver disease I was...I didn't push but should have.
I didn't stop drinking...I have had a drink today...but I no longer know why I'm doing it all the time but the damage is now very very obvious.
I have stopped having my monthly (sorry guys who might read this), I have joint, shoulder pain, pale stools, shaking hands, cramps on calves at night, horrible sweet stinking breath, oedema, nausea especially in the morning, sore swollen stomach...and a few more symptoms. I cant stand strong smells, like perfume as they make me feel sick.
Over the past few years I had early symptoms which I ignored...pain under my right side, headaches, leg and ankle swellings, painful abdomen, night sweats, high heart rate at night I have had high bp for the past 8 years and am on medication for this but it has undoubtedly been caused by alcoholism.
Posting because I know now I need to go back to the to the doctor as a matter of urgency and this time i am not taking No for an answer about the ultrasound.
I hope this post helps to let anyone new to here that they cant be complacent and that ignoring any symptoms as a heavy drinker is not a good thing...I know its hard to admit you have a problem but it is a matter of life or death.
As I type my daughter is in the room with me...I feel ashamed...she's 22 but I could end up leaving her bereaved at a very young age because of my actions. That's hard to think about and to accept but I cant ignore it any more.
I wish everyone a lovely peaceful Christmas. Thanks for the MWO forum so people like me can get these thoughts out in the open.
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