Well 2 days under my belt and the beginning of day three is here.
I was thinking oh no it is Friday and I always like to drink on Friday because it is the beginning of the weekend.
Well that is a load of crap. I liked to drink everyday. Monday through Sunday...
I wish I could tell you all I am feeling like a new man but the truth is I feel like I have been run over by a truck.
I got a bit of sleep last night which is pretty amazing because all I did yesterday was lay around feeling like s--t.
I have often heard through some AA people that this to shall pass. I sure hope I start to feel a bit better by the end of the weekend.
I feel like I am in a fog with no idea which way I am headed to be honest. I am just
not going to drink today.
Not much positive to say except I have 2 days AF. And I will take that and pat myself on the back.
I really don't have any friends other than the people on here that don't drink so it is a bit hard going it alone. No wife, no children just to wonderful Dogs. They loved me if I was drunk off of my butt or stone cold sober.
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Hi All, I actually made myself take a shower and get out of the house and do something productive. I know it is just another two days but weekend are tough. I might try to
wear myself out walking the dogs... anything but that first drink.
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