This is day 1 for me. I chose my username as sober22113 because I am forcing myself to try to live up to my sobriety date of Feb 21, 2013! Today!
Snowflake....your lifestyle is identical to mine. I am a mom of 4 beautiful children, have a wonderful and supportive husband and work full time as a functional alcoholic. I stumbled upon this forum, desperate to put an end to my daily drinking. I start drinking after work, while I cook dinner or after a workout at the gym and don't stop until 10 or 11 p.m. I've been having a difficult time staying asleep at night and once I wake up, I toss and turn until its time to get up for work. I feel groggy in the morning and each morning I say "no more", then 5:00 pm rolls around and I'm back at the liquor store buying that bottle of wine.
I am a woman who loves to work out and eat healthy, yet I put this toxin in my body daily. Why? I have gained 20 lbs over the last couple of years and I know it's from the wine.
I grew up in a dysfunctional family and my parents have/had addictive personalities. My oldest daughter has given me many challenges and stress and I turned to drinking to escape my stress, disappointments and pain. But that can no longer be my excuse to drink.
I want desperately for my children to not see me with a wine glass in my hand every day. I want to successfully break the cycle. So here is to day 1!
If you read back a few weeks, you will become familiar with the characters there.
You can do this and the people here will help you. ( you need to do it if for no other vey important reason, it probably would be such a hassle to change your username! ).
Nice to meet you! -NS
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