part of our friendship, kinda like those Jersey Shores girls
who enabled each other thro there twisted dysfunction.
My friend invited me to the b/day party two days ago and
dopamine has been shooting thro the roof. I kept telling myself that I can be
I can be around her and not drink but in my heart of hearts that's like
playing with fire. I battled the urge to go for
2 days. Today was extremely trying. I finally turned my phone
off, hit the gym and stayed there for 3hrs, logged 5.5 miles, tried
new machines i've never been on before until I felt the strong urge fade. Iam home sipping
hot coco and the triumphant feeling is awesome. All these to
say these battle is real but it can be won.
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