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[rednose]

I hate my life with alcohol in it. I hate what is has done to relationships in my life.
And I pretty much hate myself right now.
I need to get off and stay off the Alcohol. I am trying to remember how good I felt with 16 days AF.

Going to need all the help I can get to make it through today....

rednose.:thanks:

[lizker]

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Hating alcohol is a very powerful strategy. He is the friend who
robs u of your money. He makes an ass out of you, deliberately
puts you in harms way for the purpose of harming you and
using you to harm others. He makes u cheat on your spouse and
You get the jist. Alc hates you with a passion. If you had a friend
like that wouldn't you distance yourself from them?

[porqoui]

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You have really been struggling haven't you Red....

Good on you for not giving up on quitting. :l

Maybe for today you can start a list of "How I felt AF"

Go back and read your posts...find the positives in them and buid from there.

At least it will give you something to do

Will check in with you later work willing....PPQP

[Hippyman]

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rednose;1465419 wrote: I hate my life with alcohol in it. I hate what is has done to relationships in my life.
And I pretty much hate myself right now.
I need to get off and stay off the Alcohol. I am trying to remember how good I felt with 16 days AF.

Going to need all the help I can get to make it through today....

rednose.:thanks:

Never quit quitting. You can get and stay SOBER! I know you can. :l

[spiderwoman]

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Wishing you strength to get back to where you want to be Rednose. I found it really horrible and difficult around the 2 to3 week bit but it does get better. If it didn't I would never have msde it to this point xxx

[New Day]

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Red......we're here for you. Remember to fast forward where the end of taking that first drink will lead you to. Keep your eye on the prize of feeling sooooo much better and healthier without AL

[NoSugar]

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Hi, Red

Last night I felt like giving up the whole thing and although I knew I would be so regretful, I just could not stop The Voice. I got on here and just typed and typed. People responded and really helped me. Sometimes I think you've just got to get out of your own head. Perhaps later today if you are struggling with day 1, you could just come hang out in this thread or the newbies nest. Read and post, read and post...

You did 16 days one day at a time. You can do it again and just keep on going.

All the best to you, Red. Let's do this and in 6 months and a year and forever be so so glad we did!

[Hippyman]

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NoSugar;1465477 wrote: Hi, Red

Last night I felt like giving up the whole thing and although I knew I would be so regretful, I just could not stop The Voice. I got on here and just typed and typed. People responded and really helped me. Sometimes I think you've just got to get out of your own head. Perhaps later today if you are struggling with day 1, you could just come hang out in this thread or the newbies nest. Read and post, read and post...

You did 16 days one day at a time. You can do it again and just keep on going.

All the best to you, Red. Let's do this and in 6 months and a year and forever be so so glad we did!

:applaud: Please accept these flowers! :thumbsup:heartsnflowers: :goodjob:

[sweetpea29]

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rednose;1465419 wrote: I hate my life with alcohol in it. I hate what is has done to relationships in my life.
And I pretty much hate myself right now.
I need to get off and stay off the Alcohol. I am trying to remember how good I felt with 16 days AF.

Going to need all the help I can get to make it through today....

rednose.:thanks:

Yeah Red, could pretty much say the same RE. hating alc and what its done to my life and relationships, particularly the relationship with myself.

You have done it before and can do it again:l

[rednose]

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Thanks for your support everyone.

This day started early for me woke up at three am
and started crying. What a way to wake up.... I am so sad I don't think I could get any lower.
Wrote a pathetic email to my ex begging her to take me back even though she has said she can't.
Her words are I can forgive but not forget. God I hate myself and life right now.

Sorry for being such a downer

rednose:upset:

[porqoui]

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Go on and have that cry....get it out.

I have been exactly where you are now. Hating everything about me and life in general.

Maybe the relationship you need to work on right now is the one with yourself.

I know I can't be happy in any relationship if I'm not happy with me.

Don't sit and stew. Post, go for a walk, Post, eat something, Post, read around MWO, Post.

Will check back later....PPQP

[NoSugar]

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Hippyman;1465479 wrote: :applaud: Please accept these flowers! :thumbsup:heartsnflowers: :goodjob:

Thank you, Hippyman. I love them!

RED: we would like to give you some tomorrow when you make it through til then AF!!!

[decided]

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I have faith in you Red. Sometimes crappy situations can be the best motivators. Good things WILL come.

[rednose]

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Thanks. Just checking in. I feel like crap along with hating myself and my life.

rednose

[Siren136]

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Red, I think we're in the same place. Stuck. Miserable. Inconsolable.

I'm not sure what else to tell you except I know what you're feeling and I'm not giving up. I don't think you should either.