all this due to my girlfriend leaving me, Its been a week and I asked why she was going out more at night
she took offense to that and we arguaged all day at each other and I asked how many men have you been with, I know I should have not asked but I did want to make her mad like she was doing to me. She left after that and I have not heard from her at all.
I have been drinking every day all day all types of hard liquor to help this depression go away.
Now I want to stop, I am scared, shaky and feel bad, I just want to walk and buy another bottle of rum
I am glad I did find this site. I am reading all the messages and tools, and its somewhat helping.
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