This was one of my last posts, although I admit to habitually stalking this site. Newbies beware! I see your posts. Feel your pain.
From the time between this current post and my last post , I have struggled with addiction. It's all becoming too familiar with me. How hard it is to pull myself from a binge and get through Day1. Also, how wonderful I feel after I haven't drank in a week or more.
I've been struggling with the letting go. I don't know if there is anything left to be said or read. I know what I need to do. There is no doubt in my mind that I am better, and thus able to create a better life for myself, without ANY AL.
My head knows this. My heart knows this. But there seems to be a major disconnect between these things and action. WTF?
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