So far this week BF has drunk Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday - not very helpful but I managed to abstain. Yesterday I heard news I have been waiting for for a while - the company I work for want to keep me on for a 6 month contract, this is fabulous as they are really nice people & left my previous job unable to cope with the stress & the sexist environment.
So feeling in a celebratory mood I fancied a drink - stupidly bought a small bottle of vodka & smuggled it into the house & proceeded to drink it in under an hour while BF was in the bath. Now we are not talking as he correctly thinks I have lied to him.
So this afternoon he asks me to fetch him some drink on the way back from putting the horses in, the most he has spoken to me all day. So now I too am drinking even though I don't want to......I just can't stand the atmosphere.
xx
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