I have done some embarassing, stupid things as a result of drinking and even that hasn't been enough to make me give it up. Lately, I've noticed that once I have the first drink, it's game on and I have to keep going. One is never enough. I have also noticed that there are certain triggers...cooking is a huge trigger for me.
I'm tired of thinking about drinking, thinking about not drinking and I want to get off of this roller coaster, once and for all. I had thought about going 30 days and then trying to moderate but I honestly don't know if that is an option for me.
Today is Day 1 for me and I'm looking forward to waking up tomorrow without a hangover, guilt and trying to figure out if I called anyone the night before. I'm looking forward to going to the gym in the morning and getting this wine belly off of me!
I'm glad to be here and get this off my chest!!!
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