I have been sober for long stints in the past few years, but it doesn't seem to hold. And two years ago I started on vicodin for some serious back pain, but continued to use it even when I didn't have pain, and mixed it with alcohol. I hit a wall last Monday and couldn't function anymore, and Tuesday I called a place called the Living Center to start intensive outpatient (they wanted me to do inpatient, but I couldn't cut it financially) therapy AGAIN. I had this same therapy 6 years ago. I have my first session tomorrow, and my primary care Doc has taken me off of work for at least a month. I have never taken time off to work on myself, so I hope this will help me build a better foundation for my sobriety. I am 52 years old and started drinking when I was probably 14. I want to be done.
I have tried this site before and when I logged in regularly it helped. I am hopeful it will help again.
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