Well, now its the morning after the night before, and apart from a headache, and feeling upset about the row, I don't know how I feel. I don't want to go back to drinking as I used to and I won't be drinking tonight. But in the same way I didn't feel particularly proud of being AF for 10 days, I also don't hate myself as much as I think I should for having drunk last night. I don't understand that about myself. Why can't I feel pride about my achievements? I think if I had, I might not have drunk last night. I almost felt that I didn't care either way.
Thoughts please ...
Comment